I_want_to_sleep
Member
- Mar 22, 2023
- 43
I'll be attempting to CTB via partial hanging with a scarf in the next few hours. I have the whole thing setup and I've tested that it can hold my weight, the knot seems pretty solid. Initially I had planned on doing this with rope but after playing around with it the other day realised that I can feel myself starting to blackout when much less pressure is applied than with rope. If I put most of my weight on it via partial hanging I'm sure it won't take long for me to blackout and eventually die.
I haven't been on here long but I'm grateful that it has given me the knowledge to CTB.
I'll be wiping my already encrypted hard drives to ensure that my suicide cannot be linked to this website. However I don't feel like my opsec has been good enough to make it impossible to trace my death back to this site but it's the best I can do in my current situation.
If there is no activity on my account for another week starting tomorrow, the mods are welcome to delete/ban my account.
I haven't been on here long but I'm grateful that it has given me the knowledge to CTB.
I'll be wiping my already encrypted hard drives to ensure that my suicide cannot be linked to this website. However I don't feel like my opsec has been good enough to make it impossible to trace my death back to this site but it's the best I can do in my current situation.
If there is no activity on my account for another week starting tomorrow, the mods are welcome to delete/ban my account.