I_want_to_sleep

I_want_to_sleep

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Mar 22, 2023
43
I'll be attempting to CTB via partial hanging with a scarf in the next few hours. I have the whole thing setup and I've tested that it can hold my weight, the knot seems pretty solid. Initially I had planned on doing this with rope but after playing around with it the other day realised that I can feel myself starting to blackout when much less pressure is applied than with rope. If I put most of my weight on it via partial hanging I'm sure it won't take long for me to blackout and eventually die.

I haven't been on here long but I'm grateful that it has given me the knowledge to CTB.

I'll be wiping my already encrypted hard drives to ensure that my suicide cannot be linked to this website. However I don't feel like my opsec has been good enough to make it impossible to trace my death back to this site but it's the best I can do in my current situation.

If there is no activity on my account for another week starting tomorrow, the mods are welcome to delete/ban my account.
 
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Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
521
I hope that everything works out as you planned it and that you will find your peace!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Goodbye, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
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Take care and safe travels, I hope everything goes well for you.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace and everything works easy for you! Farewell!
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
i hope your transition is smooth and i will be thinking of you <3
 
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hopeless87

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Mar 17, 2023
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I hope you find peace
 
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rei71

rei71

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Apr 9, 2023
38
rest well
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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I hope you find peace from all the suffering in this world. :hug:
 
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Watlock

Watlock

I just assume everyone hates me.
Jun 8, 2023
38
Goodbye. I hope the afterlife is everything and more.
 
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damianshawl

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Jun 9, 2023
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I hope when you're reincarnated you're born into a better, healthier life surrounded by love and wealth! See you next time!
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Best wishes for your journey
 
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Gonnerr

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Good luck, i hope you escape peacefully.
 
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Letgo

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Wish you peace and rest. Thinking of you.
 
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Deleted User#81194

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May 26, 2023
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take care
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Be at peace, friend.
 
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SVEN

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Apr 3, 2023
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Sleep well and in peace.
 
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Deathisbetter

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Jun 3, 2023
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I'll be attempting to CTB via partial hanging with a scarf in the next few hours. I have the whole thing setup and I've tested that it can hold my weight, the knot seems pretty solid. Initially I had planned on doing this with rope but after playing around with it the other day realised that I can feel myself starting to blackout when much less pressure is applied than with rope. If I put most of my weight on it via partial hanging I'm sure it won't take long for me to blackout and eventually die.

I haven't been on here long but I'm grateful that it has given me the knowledge to CTB.

I'll be wiping my already encrypted hard drives to ensure that my suicide cannot be linked to this website. However I don't feel like my opsec has been good enough to make it impossible to trace my death back to this site but it's the best I can do in my current situation.

If there is no activity on my account for another week starting tomorrow, the mods are welcome to delete/ban my account.
hope it works and you get to exit you deserve to be free of this prison planet I hope you go peacefully
 
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sombernights

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Jun 2, 2023
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I wish you nothing but everlasting peace, 🤍
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
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I hope you find the peace you seek. God speed 🤍
 
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woh6

woh6

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May 13, 2023
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Rest easy, I hope you've found your peace.
 
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grateful409

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May 27, 2023
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Rest easy. Safe travels.
 
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Waxeye6661

Waxeye6661

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May 30, 2023
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Wish you peace and rest.
 
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