onetimereject
Living the life of a problem
- Jun 18, 2023
- 32
It's just that i feel like i'm possessing a body that isn't mine lately. it's like, i was filling a bottle with water, and as i look at my hands my brain just went like, is that me? why does it look so strange? is this a defensive mechanism my brain made up against these persistent feeling that i have to die soon? i feel like it'll fix everything, if i'm not here then everything will be alright again. maybe the real owner of this body will come forward and do everything i'm supposed to do to make this life right. is it doing this thing to make me feel less when it's finally time to leave? i'm sorry i don't know who to talk to.
