Discussion I got threats.

[Littlewittlelight]

I think I need to stop I think my stay was good I am going to ctb next week this Monday following Martin's and Steven hanging guides. I am going to be successful I believe if not I don't know. I also am tired of getting threats for passing on the information. Why just me? I am not here to deter or encourage anything but it just makes me feel the exit could publish a book and normal people can't even talk about it and that can be accessed by anyone and sold over a million copies was best seller in non-fiction. I thought I would also make some contributions and do something I could before going but it seems like the guilt would be too much. Today and tomorrow is the day I am going to be on then I am going to be on after that please ban me if I couldn't self ban. I may come on Sunday once for the last time until then I am probably going to be offline and Sunday night is my date. I don't want to make Monday the most feared day but have no choice and I am going to choose attic if I could or run to the nearby forest I also have my back up ingredient but no meds. Let's please end this I wouldn't want to take names or reply please try to respect my wish and I don't want to be involved anymore in anything.

 

[emgrl]

What do you mean you're getting threats? Threats for what? That's awful, but please don't make any rash decisions based on how someone else reacted to something. None of us really know what's going on with anyone else on here, or irl.
If you want to talk more, we're all here for you, you're not alone

 

[theboy]

I hope you find peace, friend

 

[Hollowillow]

I think I need to stop I think my stay was good I am going to ctb next week this Monday following Martin's and Steven hanging guides. I am going to be successful I believe if not I don't know. I also am tired of getting threats for passing on the information. Why just me? I am not here to deter or encourage anything but it just makes me feel the exit could publish a book and normal people can't even talk about it and that can be accessed by anyone and sold over a million copies was best seller in non-fiction. I thought I would also make some contributions and do something I could before going but it seems like the guilt would be too much. Today and tomorrow is the day I am going to be on then I am going to be on after that please ban me if I couldn't self ban. I may come on Sunday once for the last time until then I am probably going to be offline and Sunday night is my date. I don't want to make Monday the most feared day but have no choice and I am going to choose attic if I could or run to the nearby forest I also have my back up ingredient but no meds. Let's please end this I wouldn't want to take names or reply please try to respect my wish and I don't want to be involved anymore in anything.

I'm confused... What threats? Offline for being suicidal or here for sharing links to those guides? I'd like links... How will you? Sn? Are you sure you want a ban... in case it goes unexpected & you need more time with us? Can't the admin wait a week? I wish there was an auto option to add a grey line in names after a week or month... If people come back I need to know... I want to respect your wish but I'm not sure what it is?
Did you get ban warning from bots? I had 1... A mod said not to panic that I'm welcome. Just to be careful with rules?

I hope you'll go peacefully in a nice forest

 

[Littlewittlelight]

What do you mean you're getting threats? Threats for what? That's awful, but please don't make any rash decisions based on how someone else reacted to something. None of us really know what's going on with anyone else on here, or irl.
If you want to talk more, we're all here for you, you're not alone

Not actual threats but I shared with someone I rambled was having a hard time and even told I am having ideations then I rambled because of emotions that I on these sites and they checked my profiles and told me how I am such a pathetic human and I deserve to die. I do deserve to die now actually but I don't feel bad either way they would probably think about it more once I am gone. People just have a good life and they can tell off others for doing what we want. It's not an impulse I knew my end would was near next week or in two months but I was just waiting for the last ones to give up on me I ducked up big time by doing what I did yesterday. Just during the day I talked about how people just give up and now we are here and thanks for reminding me. I will think about it more because people really are strange.

 

[emgrl]

Not actual threats but I shared with someone I rambled was having a hard time and even told I am having ideations then I rambled because of emotions that I on these sites and they checked my profiles and told me how I am such a pathetic human and I deserve to die. I do deserve to die now actually but I don't feel bad either way they would probably think about it more once I am gone. People just have a good life and they can tell off others for doing what we want. It's not an impulse I knew my end would was near next week or in two months but I was just waiting for the last ones to give up on me I ducked up big time by doing what I did yesterday. Just during the day I talked about how people just give up and now we are here and thanks for reminding me. I will think about it more because people really are strange.

I'm so sorry, that's really f'd up. You didn't do anything wrong by thinking you could trust someone. Don't be so hard on yourself, and never talk to that person again.

 

[Littlewittlelight]

I'm confused... What threats? Offline for being suicidal or here for sharing links to those guides? I'd like links... How will you? Sn? Are you sure you want a ban... in case it goes unexpected & you need more time with us? Can't the admin wait a week? I wish there was an auto option to add a grey line in names after a week or month... If people come back I need to know... I want to respect your wish but I'm not sure what it is?
Did you get ban warning from bots? I had 1... A mod said not to panic that I'm welcome. Just to be careful with rules?

I hope you'll go peacefully in a nice forest

If I don't return for 3 days then I am gone. No not on this site I told someone I knew I thought they would need it someday she was close to me. I wanted to say it before I would leave but I rambled because I was having issues with her. I had an urge to do it in morning when I replied to your thread but now I made a mistake I got back to her myself and apologized like always and she told me to get lost and when I just said I am gonna leave this then I received these. I thought if she told my parents or someone. I am such pathetic. I can't deal with it I can't deal with her or anyone I tried be there for my emotions are not in my control and I have to pay the price most of the times.

 

[Anonperson1]

If I don't return for 3 days then I am gone. No not on this site I told someone I knew I thought they would need it someday she was close to me. I wanted to say it before I would leave but I rambled because I was having issues with her. I had an urge to do it in morning when I replied to your thread but now I made a mistake I got back to her myself and apologized like always and she told me to get lost and when I just said I am gonna leave this then I received these. I thought if she told my parents or someone. I am such pathetic. I can't deal with it I can't deal with her or anyone I tried be there for my emotions are not in my control and I have to pay the price most of the times.

she sounds toxic af...don't give her that much power over you...

 

[FuneralCry]

Some people really are so cruel. I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point. I wish you relief from suffering.