Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
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Finally have it in my home, I can end everything whenever I want to. I feel more at ease and calmer.
Oh damn. Sorry to hear that. Are you having trouble with purchasing it or using it?I have found that it is not that simple. If I had no family it would be sooo much easier ... I think anyway.
Yeah same, I made a post about my sn being on the way and I also felt calmer already. Its like you got all the things you need and now it's just time to decide when to do it.Mine's on the way. I don't even have it yet, and already I feel more in control than I ever have in my life. Know exactly what you're talking about, just having a way out is powerful.
SweetYes I've been sent that link too, it's reliable
same hereI wish I did. I feel like a lot of my stress is due to the fact that I don't have a reliable plan in place.
Oh dang that sucks, sorry you had to go through that. I think SN is a pretty reliable plan tho. Better to stock up before it becomes partially banned (unless that has happened already where you live-sorry)I wish I did. I feel like a lot of my stress is due to the fact that I don't have a reliable plan in place. My most recent attempt was impulsive and I ended up spending a week in the hospital from the injuries, then I was transferred to psych for 3 weeks. It would be nice to have SN on hand to alleviate that stress.
Oh damn. Sorry to hear that. Are you having trouble with purchasing it or using it?
Ah I see, I've also been thinking about the same thing. I don't have a set date yet because of that reason (it's one of the reasons) I have a family that likes me and they will be broken but then also- they brought me to life selfishly so it's my decision if I want to end itNot with purchasing it ... I have family who will be devastated. They are religious.
Not with purchasing it ... I have family who will be devastated. They are religious.
I bought an antiemetic through eBay it's called domperidone slice help digestion. This would work fine as an antiemetic right?
Someone sent me the link to it and I really hope it's ok to use
Would I take the same amount as I would if I had meto?Just be sure Domperidone is taken at least 15-30 mins before taking antacids or acid regulators, if they are part of your regimen. It's in the guide but stating just in case.
Would I take the same amount as I would if I had meto?
Sometimes I feel a little guilty when I write about how easy it will be for me. How much I'm looking forward to it and almost can't wait.I have found that it is not that simple. If I had no family it would be sooo much easier ... I think anyway.
I still have my parents and a few friends. But I'm still going to ctb because I'm not advancing in life and my health really seems to be regressing very quick. Also I know that once they're gone I still won't be on my feet and will probably have to couch surf or end up homeless. I just really hope it doesn't hurt my parents so much. They probably see it coming already to be honest.Sometimes I feel a little guilty when I write about how easy it will be for me. How much I'm looking forward to it and almost can't wait.
I always forget that I am in a very privileged situation myself.
I have lost everything material
I have no relationship
I have no friends
I have no family
I have no money
I don't believe in anything
I'm not afraid
I cannot imagine how difficult it must be to leave loving people behind. When you know how much pain you inflict on them.
I wish everyone in this situation that, after carefully assessing their situation, they will come to an answer to this important question that is right for them.
Good luck with the reshipment. I didn't go with one and am kicking myself now for not. Perhaps if I need to order it again, you or some other members can explain the reshipping process to me as I'm a little confused by it.Mine just arrived in the reshipping service's center. Waiting for it to be processed so I can get it sent here. I'm worried as well, but it feels comforting that I'll soon have the option to ctb.
Good luck with the reshipment. I didn't go with one and am kicking myself now for not. Perhaps if I need to order it again, you or some other members can explain the reshipping process to me as I'm a little confused by it.