jesteroutofwork
shadows of planes, flying overhead
- Jun 12, 2026
- 16
It's really accessible here in my place. I've sent it back two times now - once before entrance exams for my uni (because i wanted to give it a chance) and second time after them, mainly because i'm just scared of it somehow leaking or contaminating something in my house lmao. I know im being paranoid but it's quite unnerving to have a deadly poison in your room when you're OCD. I got accepted into uni, but i don't know if i'm really satisfied with my major. I got accepted into computer science. I really like math and logical thinking, so CS seems really interesting to me, but i'm fucking scared about employment. I have no idea how the market looks now, but people on the internet describe it as hell. On one hand that's anegdotal evidence, but really there are so many people warning about trying to go IT that it makes me nervous about studying this degree. I'm scared of simply wasting my time. I also signed myself for automation and robotics, and data engineering, but as for now i didn't get accepted to those two. CS doesn't seem 'boring' to me, I think it's really interesting but im really worried about my future. It's a decent uni, but god knows what the future job market will look like.