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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
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I tried the 60ml method of 1,4 Butanediol in a hotel but it only resulted with me getting 4 days of ER/ICU and pneumonia. I think I'm going to try to recover now. Thank you all for everything, I'll come back to this site if I need to.

Best of luck, AtG.
 
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StreamingMySuicide

Loving life!! /s
Nov 21, 2018
111
Good luck with recovery!
 
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JustAboutDone

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I tried the 60ml method of 1,4 Butanediol in a hotel but it only resulted with me getting 4 days of ER/ICU and pneumonia. I think I'm going to try to recover now. Thank you all for everything, I'll come back to this site if I need to.

Best of luck, AtG.

Am so glad to hear from you and over the moon you are trying recovery; you're a really nice person :-) The pupper will be pleased and you can rest up and watch our Horseman while you get back on your feet.

Take care of yourself xxx ❤️
 
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Alois22

Alois22

Member
Jan 24, 2019
10
Good luck, I wish you all the best in recovery
 
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leaps

leaps

FUNERAL
Jan 16, 2019
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Good for you! :)
 
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Wish you a speedy recovery and good luck for the future.
 
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NoEasyWayOut

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Jan 20, 2019
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Hi there, I'm quite new here, been mostly a lurker till recently but I was genuinely worried about your well being since you let us all read about your experience with Ctb these last days... I was kinda glad to read the 'recovery' tag, now I wish you all the best with whatever you consider best for you!
 
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Suicat

Part human, part cat.
Oct 1, 2018
81
I tried the 60ml method of 1,4 Butanediol in a hotel but it only resulted with me getting 4 days of ER/ICU and pneumonia. I think I'm going to try to recover now. Thank you all for everything, I'll come back to this site if I need to.

Best of luck, AtG.
Could you describe your experience? I'm glad you don't seem to have any long lasting effects and that you can see yourself trying to recover. Take care of yourself xxx
 
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Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
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I wish you the best in your recovery
 
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Jan 17, 2019
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I tried the 60ml method of 1,4 Butanediol in a hotel but it only resulted with me getting 4 days of ER/ICU and pneumonia. I think I'm going to try to recover now. Thank you all for everything, I'll come back to this site if I need to.

Best of luck, AtG.
did you take any anti e
 
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JustAboutDone

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If you read further down the page of threads you will find About To Go's thread about what he did that evening. Let's leave the chap in peace to get better as he's had a rough time x
 
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Dec 31, 2018
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Wishing you the best :)
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
wish you all the best


why is everyone getting pneumonia after a failed attempt?
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
Thank you for the update! We've been wondering if you were ok. Feel better. xo
 
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Titania

Ultimate Despair
Dec 31, 2018
46
Was thinking about you since your last post even though we don't know each other. I hope you feel better soon! xx
 
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VoloFataliDoce

The World Is Quiet Here
Jan 23, 2019
114
I hope your recovery goes well. Best of luck to you.
 
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Kingkelly

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Dec 3, 2018
532
wish you all the best


why is everyone getting pneumonia after a failed attempt?
Because its easy to aspirate in your lungs also secretions if your in ICU on a tube. Happened to someone I know recently.
 
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bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
I wish you a speedy good luck and a recovery future.
 
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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
Could you describe your experience? I'm glad you don't seem to have any long lasting effects and that you can see yourself trying to recover. Take care of yourself xxx
Which part? I don't really remember a lot. Only that I wouldn't tell them what I'd taken. I was doubtful that I'd die on the ER table but I didn't want to mess up this method for others by giving doctors info about it.

It turned out that they saved me and my GP asked so I felt I had to tell her. Else I'd probably be on an infinite hold in the pyschward
 
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Moms_Spaghetti

Member
Dec 25, 2018
86
Which part? I don't really remember a lot. Only that I wouldn't tell them what I'd taken. I was doubtful that I'd die on the ER table but I didn't want to mess up this method for others by giving doctors info about it.

It turned out that they saved me and my GP asked so I felt I had to tell her. Else I'd probably be on an infinite hold in the pyschward
How long before they found you and did they tell you if you would've died had they not?
 
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21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
It shows how incredibly strong you are that you are willing to give life another chance when you just tried to end it. I really do hope that it works out for you, good luck!
 
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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
How long before they found you and did they tell you if you would've died had they not?
I had arrived on a Friday night and booked for two nights so they probably found me on Sunday afternoon.

2. They didn't tell me anything like that but apparently I had 4 bags of medicine hooked into me at the ICU so I think I might've died eventually.
 
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Moms_Spaghetti

Moms_Spaghetti

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Dec 25, 2018
86
I had arrived on a Friday night and booked for two nights so they probably found me on Sunday afternoon.

2. They didn't tell me anything like that but apparently I had 4 bags of medicine hooked into me at the ICU so I think I might've died eventually.
Damn dude that sucks, besides the pneumonia any other lasting side effects? I've read of people taking ghb and waking up 2 days later so it's not entirely impossible that you could've survived on your own unless you choked on you vomit or something. Damn well I'm glad you can share this information with us it truly is valuable, I hope your recovery goes well.
 
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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
No, just that I must've been falling around a lot because my left shoulder and hip are very sore.
 
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123monday123

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Nov 21, 2018
48
@About_to_Go
How did it feel?
 
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About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
3,532
@About_to_Go all that matters is that you are getting better now xx

We missed you!
 
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Battered_Seoul

Experienced
Jun 13, 2018
232
I tried the 60ml method of 1,4 Butanediol in a hotel but it only resulted with me getting 4 days of ER/ICU and pneumonia. I think I'm going to try to recover now. Thank you all for everything, I'll come back to this site if I need to.

Best of luck, AtG.

60ml?! F**k me, that's heavy. 2ml is my sedative knockout dose. Best wishes in your recovery
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
did you combine it with alcohol?


at least 1.4b dont seem to come with with long lasting side effects...
 

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