Sinai Silence
I think I'ma die alone inside my room
- Jul 6, 2020
- 810
It was a highschool friends 22nd birthday so we went to town to a couple of pubs to celebrate. Four of us walked back from town afterwards and we walked by the local supermarket where a bunch of wannabe Road men were hanging out.
We walked past them and they started shouting at us '4v2' and 'get the fuck out of (hometown)'. I said to them we dont want to fight since they were a bunch of kids, we just wanted to be left alone and go home. I said no one had a problem with them but they kept threatening us.
Then four of them charged me and started punching me a bunch, it didn't hurt much but my face was pretty mashed afterwards. They said that if I fought back they'd stab me, not like i wouldve fought back since they couldn't have been much older than 16. It only lasted about 10 to 20 seconds and my friends were pretty shook up and upset about it. I just told them I was fine and wanted to go to bed.
The only thing I'm upset about now since it was reported to the police my plans to ctb are completley up in the air. The police have been round twice already and I'm sure they will continue to sniff about since they now I have mental health issues. Like I'm glad that it was only me who was attacked out of my group since I've got nothing to lose. But idk what I'm gonna do with my plans now.
Im not angry at the kids as much as as am with the local council. There is nothing for young people to do in this place even before lockdown. There's no community support whatsoever and everything has been invested in tourism when there's no industry here for it. They were just a bunch of kids with nothing to do in a gentrified, dead end town. I've never had as many problems in other places I've lived than here. Crime is rife and murders are as common as the weather changing. Theres something wrong with this place, its tainted and its people are poisoned. I hate this place.
We walked past them and they started shouting at us '4v2' and 'get the fuck out of (hometown)'. I said to them we dont want to fight since they were a bunch of kids, we just wanted to be left alone and go home. I said no one had a problem with them but they kept threatening us.
Then four of them charged me and started punching me a bunch, it didn't hurt much but my face was pretty mashed afterwards. They said that if I fought back they'd stab me, not like i wouldve fought back since they couldn't have been much older than 16. It only lasted about 10 to 20 seconds and my friends were pretty shook up and upset about it. I just told them I was fine and wanted to go to bed.
The only thing I'm upset about now since it was reported to the police my plans to ctb are completley up in the air. The police have been round twice already and I'm sure they will continue to sniff about since they now I have mental health issues. Like I'm glad that it was only me who was attacked out of my group since I've got nothing to lose. But idk what I'm gonna do with my plans now.
Im not angry at the kids as much as as am with the local council. There is nothing for young people to do in this place even before lockdown. There's no community support whatsoever and everything has been invested in tourism when there's no industry here for it. They were just a bunch of kids with nothing to do in a gentrified, dead end town. I've never had as many problems in other places I've lived than here. Crime is rife and murders are as common as the weather changing. Theres something wrong with this place, its tainted and its people are poisoned. I hate this place.