I got 8 days left till CTB.. I feel at peace honestly..

[darksoul999]

Well, 8 days left till i finally find peace...

It sucks because i really wanted to live life, but dealing with bipolar is unbearable...

I am tired of the depression, tired of the highs and lows that have destroyed every good aspect of my life...

Tired of continuing therapy that does nothing.

Tired of trying meds that make me feel like shit or turn me into a fucking robot.

Tired of everyday feeling like the same cycle repeats, the same loop going round and round.

Tired of chasing cheap dopamine to make myself stay afloat just a little longer.

Tired of telling family my issues which does nothing.

I hope there is an afterlife, at least ill have eternal peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[MatiSendiri]

Wish you the peace you're searching for

 

[pk@2001]

Wishing you peace my friend

 

[hevnsfall]

Make the best of these last 8 days as you can

Eat yummy tasty food
Listen to awesome music
Watch great movies
Talk to us

 

[3rdworldsadness]

A deadline is peaceful, knowing your suffering is about to end. I hope you find the eternal peace and freedom.

 

[balladeer]

I think we both might leave around the same time, I am going to miss you and your posts not gonna lie.

 

[MongolianCarlsJr]

Meanwhile here I have 3 days left... or it's actually 2 days left because on Monday morning I'm gonna take SN after I wake up.

I'm gonna enjoy my last 2 days, doing things I have never done before, eat great food on the weekend before I die.

 

[darksoul999]

I think we both might leave around the same time, I am going to miss you and your posts not gonna lie.

Thanks man :) Yea hopefully everything goes smoothly.