I got 4 hours left.

[narcluciddreams]

I don't know who, or what I have become, but I feel the necessity to try it. They say desperation is a bad thing, but I, indeed, am desperate, and therefore, I'm going to take any sacrifice for the pain to end.

 

[GasMonkey]

You are gonna turn into an Undead DK.

 

[jodes2]

4 hours left til what??

 

[narcluciddreams]

4 hours left til what??

Why, CTB'ing of course.

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[jodes2]

Why, CTB'ing of course.

Damn. I guess I should have figured. Was in denial I think :-s sorry you're leaving us you'll be missed I hope you change your mind but I understand the appeal and I hope you find peace whatever you choose

 

[FuneralCry]

It's very much understandable desperately wishing to be free from this hellish world, I hope that you find what you wish for.

 

[sadDaysAhead]

I hate that life and this world has to treat us this badly that we have only one outcome out this is truly the saddest thing I'm s sorry for the pain the world has caused you I wish you well on your journey :(

 

[whywere]

Always around if you change your mind. I want the best for everyone. Also, one and done no do overs, just think it TOTALLY through is what I am meaning.

Walter

Yep REAL 1st name, no B.S. with me ever!

 

[ctb7767]

I don't know who, or what I have become, but I feel the necessity to try it. They say desperation is a bad thing, but I, indeed, am desperate, and therefore, I'm going to take any sacrifice for the pain to end.

What's your method?

 

[Lost in a Dream]

How does it feel to know that you're so close to the end? Are you relieved? If you feel good about your decision, then I can only hope I feel the same during my last 4 hours.

 

[narcluciddreams]

What's your method?

Partial hanging.

How does it feel to know that you're so close to the end? Are you relieved? If you feel good about your decision, then I can only hope I feel the same during my last 4 hours.

It feels horrible, it's as if I sentenced my family to eternal suffering. Before my eyes, I see my niece and my nephew, and I can see them crying, screaming, confused; "Where is uncle? Mom?! Where did he go?!" and the ultimate pain, having to explain that to a child. I wish things were different. I really do. But there is no other way.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[exhaustedanonymous]

is there anything anyone could do? not from a prolife perspective but still just.. do you think anything could help you now? would anything make it less painful?