I give up... on Suicide

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Every attempt won't work for me, my main method was the Nitrogen exit bag, having gotten the cylinder of nitrogen, I cannot find a suitable regulator that won't leak on me. Next is SN, but I'm hardly willing to swallow poison. Nothing else works for me due to the pain it causes or the difficulty in executing it. I think I'm giving up on suicide.

I have a semi-tolerable life I planned and that I could live until I pass away naturally. I am deeply sad about this, as the exit bag was my dream method, but it was just that, a dream.

 

[Karrikin]

I wish you the best, hopefully it goes from semi-tolerable to enjoyable. It sounds like you see it as the next best thing so I'd say make the best of it, though I'm not sure what your current circumstances are.

 

[Shiru]

Wish the best for you I also gave up on suicide

 

[tbh2023]

Me too. I'm not and I can't harm myself like that. I was very motivated to kms until I came here. Seeing a lot of failed attempts made me change my mind. Until I die naturally hopefully soon.