If you want to do this, you need to mentally prepare yourself and build a logical framework for this action.
I don't think it's something that should be done impulsively.
Your mind should be calm. At least that's how I feel - though maybe I'll change my mind at the last moment too.
I've never tried this before, but my attempt is thought through down to the smallest details. If I remain in the same mindset I have now, it will work.
When the thought appears, "What if I don't actually want this? What if I really want to live?"-
I immediately remind myself that I've been thinking this through for two months, and that if there had been a reason to stay, I wouldn't have been looking for a way to do this.
I recall all the arguments I had against living.
And I try not to think about what will happen to friends and family
All of this helps me not to forget and to maintain a positive mindset.
We'll see if I manage to do it in 48 hours :D
