i get jealous of dead people

[d3j3ct3dl0s3r05]

Sometimes I come across suicide articles and feel a twinge of jealousy due to my past attempts not succeeding. Also whenever I see a article where someone's died involuntarily (e.g. terminal illness, murder, car accident), my heart aches greatly for them and I wish I could exchange my life just so they'd get to walk Earth again and be once again with their family and friends. It's genuinely heartbreaking and just makes me more upset about being brought into this cruel and unforgiving world.

 

[Meditation guide]

Dead people are jealous of you too.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also envy those who manage to cease existing on their own terms despite the fact that suicide is so unnecessarily difficult in this world. The thought of permanently not existing is the only comfort and those who no longer exist are so fortunate to me as now they are at peace and unable to suffer in this dreadful existence, only non-existence is ideal to me.