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samu

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Oct 31, 2024
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I fucking hate myself. I hate being a fucking loser and not having accomplished anything in life. I hate have no friends, I've never had a girlfriend, never even been on a date or kissed anybody. And most of all, I hate that I'm too much of a pussy to actually end myself.
 
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CremstDearest

CremstDearest

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Nov 17, 2024
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I feel you to some degree, I hate myself too, though i cannot say our reasons are the same, you're not alone, hopes that helps to put some solace at the very least, you're not alone in this.
 
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UnnervedCompany

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Jun 21, 2024
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Not having relationships does not make you a failure. Friendships and relationships are not goals in life since they are just communions between two people. View romantic relationships as a way to create something new not fill a gap/void you have inside.

The idea you have not accomplished anything is a false claim since everyone in this world is accomplishing something by continuing to live. Existence is already an accomplishment and it's your choice to pursue more from your existence or not.

Sorry if I may seem a bit insensitive I am not trying to I am just trying to approach your thread with more reason. Good luck tho.
 
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cali22♡

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Nov 11, 2023
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I feel you

I also always hate myself when I dare to talk to someone and say something stupid again I hate myself even more because I'm a kind of person: I have to think 100 times before I say something and still sometimes something stupid comes out of my mouth

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samu

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Oct 31, 2024
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I feel you to some degree, I hate myself too, though i cannot say our reasons are the same, you're not alone, hopes that helps to put some solace at the very least, you're not alone in this.
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Not having relationships does not make you a failure. Friendships and relationships are not goals in life since they are just communions between two people. View romantic relationships as a way to create something new not fill a gap/void you have inside.

The idea you have not accomplished anything is a false claim since everyone in this world is accomplishing something by continuing to live. Existence is already an accomplishment and it's your choice to pursue more from your existence or not.

Sorry if I may seem a bit insensitive I am not trying to I am just trying to approach your thread with more reason. Good luck tho.
Thank you
 
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Fritz

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Nov 24, 2024
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I hear you and assume you are younger-less than 30.

One small bit of advice I can offer as a boomer is to give it time. In a few years it may not matter.
 

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