Venting I fucked up & I NEED TO DIE

[Minerva___]

I got a really really bad crisis, tried to cut and stab myself and my only irl friend i still have started threatening me with cakling fhe ambulance & yelling at me very loud for a long timr when I kept begging him to stop both. Now he's not talking to me anymore

 

[Minerva___]

Edit: no one got stabbed. I just got Very selfdestructive thoughts and fell into deep distress when my cptsd, loneliness etc. got triggered and then tried to scar myself with scissors while they were leaving

Update 1: we're still not talking and I worry about him them & I'm also hurt. What should I do? :/

Update 2: I texted them that I didn't understand why they yelled at me and didn't let me help them calm down and they took it very personally and got very defensive as they always do when we argue, now they're not replying anymore. Idk how to live without the last irl friend I had left :/ they mean the world to me

 

[grapevoid]

This may have been traumatizing for your friend to experience as well. Probably best to give the friend some space then try to reach out at a later time.

 

[wiggy]

Did you stab yourself and your best friend? Is this a situation that's ongoing right now? If so you both need medical attention, let them call the ambulance and worry about the rest later.

 

[grapevoid]

Did you stab yourself and your best friend? Is this a situation that's ongoing right now? If so you both need medical attention, let them call the ambulance and worry about the rest later.

It seems to me they cut and tried to stab themself, the irl friend was either present or somehow aware of what was happening. I hope that's the case, otherwise I may have to rescind my previous comment and say honestly this friend will likely never speak to you again.

 

[wiggy]

It seems to me they cut and tried to stab themself, the irl friend was either present or somehow aware of what was happening. I hope that's the case, otherwise I may have to rescind my previous comment and say honestly this friend will likely never speak to you again.

Ah, that makes more sense. Hopefully that's the case.

 

[Minerva___]

Did you stab yourself and your best friend? Is this a situation that's ongoing right now? If so you both need medical attention, let them call the ambulance and worry about the rest later.

? I didn't stab anyone