Venting i found a pond that’s easy to get to

[sevennn]

i wish i could drown in it. i wish there was some drug to take to pass out and never wake up. and drown. then i would wait till night time and everyone is gone. stand in the water and take it. and die. and i keep searching for such a drug. but i cant find shit. there must be something that knocks you out cold and you don't wake up no matter what. not even if you start to inhale water. but i can't find anything. i thought surely such a thing exists. sorry for spamming the forum. the tinnitus torture makes it so i can't stop. due to anxiety. (smash that ignore button if you'd like ahah)

 

[ilk]

i wish i could find a drug like that too but even if i did, im broke lol. so i guess ill just have to go through that pain that comes with drowning