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impendingdooom

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Jan 8, 2026
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i've been asking the universe to give me a sign on wether i should live or die. is this the sign? a gift?

i'm not too certain if that dose would kill me but the prospect is exciting. i've even never touched oxy's before.

it was in a cabinet above the fridge. 60mg of a prescription. i cannot believe it was just sitting there. also i found it immediately after finishing euphoria, like an omen or something.

i have no one to talk about this with and i just wanna hear any responses or thoughts y'all have.

more context is that unfortunately my partner found it first and we laughed about it, then she put it back, and when she left earlier i grabbed it and hid it in on of my bags. also i don't plan on using them anytime soon but i do like that i have them. i'm hoping she doesn't realize they're gone and ask about them
 
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VanillaCake

VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
Aug 26, 2021
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(I have no idea if 60mg is enough to OD on)
 
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adamantc

Member
Mar 29, 2026
54
i've been asking the universe to give me a sign on wether i should live or die. is this the sign? a gift?

i'm not too certain if that dose would kill me but the prospect is exciting. i've even never touched oxy's before.

it was in a cabinet above the fridge. 60mg of a prescription. i cannot believe it was just sitting there. also i found it immediately after finishing euphoria, like an omen or something.

i have no one to talk about this with and i just wanna hear any responses or thoughts y'all have.

more context is that unfortunately my partner found it first and we laughed about it, then she put it back, and when she left earlier i grabbed it and hid it in on of my bags. also i don't plan on using them anytime soon but i do like that i have them. i'm hoping she doesn't realize they're gone and ask about them
It's a great drug to try recreationally, too. Without other drugs, it's not too good to overdose on, unfortunately.
 

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