Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,182
Was awkward but I spoke to my dad (begrudgingly)
Many of the fears I had over our financial situation was addressed so, I'm not in a bad financial standing and can still rely on him financially
Apparently he himself has been struggling to do his job, due to everything happening at home. Guess I wasn't the only one feeling like shit
I guess I just assume he's always "ok" because im the only one legitimately suffering but whatever
So feelllin guilty and shit I asked him if me moving out would make the family "feel better"
He said "Why? It's not about how we feel but it's about how you feel. We know things aren't working out here with your brother. So if you living your own is going to give you some happiness, thats what matters"
The main goal rn is to live on campus for school this coming semester. So I'll be away from home thankfully. But for the time being just sucks
Many of the fears I had over our financial situation was addressed so, I'm not in a bad financial standing and can still rely on him financially
Apparently he himself has been struggling to do his job, due to everything happening at home. Guess I wasn't the only one feeling like shit
I guess I just assume he's always "ok" because im the only one legitimately suffering but whatever
So feelllin guilty and shit I asked him if me moving out would make the family "feel better"
He said "Why? It's not about how we feel but it's about how you feel. We know things aren't working out here with your brother. So if you living your own is going to give you some happiness, thats what matters"
The main goal rn is to live on campus for school this coming semester. So I'll be away from home thankfully. But for the time being just sucks
