Method I finally need to start planning.

[ILikeSylveon]

So, guys. I'm 20M

Things aren't that good for me since past few years and yeah, my suffering is inescapable at this point, also with my deteriorating mental health. Lately, it's been getting much much worse. I do need to start planning soon because the uncertainty for me is high and pretty sure i'll need to have a reliable plan.

I have a thick Ethernet cable in my room that would do the job for me, but there's no point of actually hanging the fan isn't really that stable, there's no hooks into the ceiling. There's a hook on window, that seems pretty stable but i'm not sure because it's too low and my legs might end up touching the floor.

I can't buy meds to overdose on. I don't want to catch the attention of my parents. my mother. Although she wants me die. But catching the attention might make things much worse. I'm just looking for a quiet exist plan, reliable enough if that things get bad. But yeah, i do have a deadline till 16th march 2026, if there was nothing i can do then it might be my last day.

What are the ways i can try ?

 

[chakravyuh]

I was planning to die by inhaling helium and started preprations for the same. However, now I am thinking of making my suicide look like an accident either by falling on a railway track of coming infront of a moving bus. By doing so, there is a possiblility of getting payout from accidental insurance cover which would help my family in reduction of debt.

 

[Unicron]

So, guys. I'm 20M

Things aren't that good for me since past few years and yeah, my suffering is inescapable at this point, also with my deteriorating mental health. Lately, it's been getting much much worse. I do need to start planning soon because the uncertainty for me is high and pretty sure i'll need to have a reliable plan.

I have a thick Ethernet cable in my room that would do the job for me, but there's no point of actually hanging the fan isn't really that stable, there's no hooks into the ceiling. There's a hook on window, that seems pretty stable but i'm not sure because it's too low and my legs might end up touching the floor.

I can't buy meds to overdose on. I don't want to catch the attention of my parents. my mother. Although she wants me die. But catching the attention might make things much worse. I'm just looking for a quiet exist plan, reliable enough if that things get bad. But yeah, i do have a deadline till 16th march 2026, if there was nothing i can do then it might be my last day.

What are the ways i can try ?

I hate to be the guy that says it might get better, but you're still so very young so it might. Please don't hurry yourself and give yourself a little time. Even if that's just to make a proper plan. Ethernet cables and fans don't sound ideal.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.