I figured out how to ctb and make it look like an accident

[misthios2040]

I've been reading up a lot about low head dams. If you live in the United States chances are there a couple low head dams near you. Now hear me out! If I were to get drunk enough to the point that everything was spinning and jumped in the river and swam towards the dam my SI wouldn't kick in. Once you are caught in a low head dam it's like being in a washing machine. Eventually you will drown. You wouldn't be able to swim out and no one can save you if you ctb at night. So what do you guys think? Drowning is the second leading cause of ctb second to guns. I do not have access to guns because I have been involuntarily committed. I would hang myself, but I think I found a better method.

Avoid the Drowning Machine: Low Head Dam Public Safety Awareness Month

www.weather.gov

https://www.in.gov/dnr/state-parks/recreation/water-trails/water-trail-safety/low-head-dams/#:~:text=Low%2Dhead%20dams%20can%20be,dam%20in%20a%20repeating%20cycle.

 

[Death is my goal]

well goodluck

 

[Forever Sleep]

It sounds terrifying to me but then- I've always had a fear of stuff like this. Weirs, fast flowing water in manmade settings. I guess it could come across as accidental though. I expect people will still consider suicide but they just won't know ultimately.