I figured Charcoal in the Garage

[SolomonKado]

This weekend it's going to happen. I read through some very extensive posts on the forums about charcoal and feel I could get over 10,000 in a 44 cubic meter garage.

I have an old metal firepit and then I will put duck tape and plastic on any possible leak points. Then i will leave the garage door open about a foot with the backyard door open for 40-50 minutes cooking 25-30 lbs of charcoal.

After the desired "glow" from charcoal is complete I will cook a bratwurst on it.

I will seal the back door and garage. I'll start with an ant-acid, 200 mg Trazedone, 30 mg melatonin, 3 Excedrin, and eat the bratwurst. The bread should soak up anymore acid that should want to make problems in my stomach. Also, Just to be sure I will take 3 calcium carbonate tabs and wait for about 30 minutes from taking the trazedone to go into the garage and sit on my patio furniture and wait.

I feel absolutely nothing right now. Like my emotions all just shut off since being on extreme for so long. I don't want to chicken out because I know this world and it's continuous torture on people will be waiting if I do.

I have weathered every other fight for 42 years and this one got me. I'm just tired and have a lot of scars to show I was here. I made it this long and I'm okay with that. I also got a ton of good pictures while I was here!

If you see any issues with any of this please let me know. I'm completely open to criticism and just want "my time…." to be P&P…

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered for such a long time, I hope you find the freedom you search for.

 

[SolomonKado]

It really sounds like you've suffered for such a long time, I hope you find the freedom you search for.

I fought hard though

 

[HouseofMortok]

Hope you find peace. It's hard to do CO here in apartments and don't want to risk a welfare check ordering SN, we maybe be moving to a house with a garage and is secretly the thing I'm looking forward to, garden for a "bbq" then off in the garage the coal goes. But tbf I have bikes I can probably leave them running, but is more suspicious with the noise.

Is there any way to provide 10,000 ppm or more in a super quick time? Sadistic mind perhaps, but I have been at recieving end of motorcycle theft and it's left its scar on my mental health. So I was thinking, if your vehicles are kept in a garage, wouldn't it be good to pump it full of CO and have theives all silently pass out, if they died I couldn't give a fuck, they'd go under the patio, who were gonna know they were there or admit to breaking and entering/burglary? .."My little Angel went to so & so's to rob it, can you please go check he's safe officer" ..

 

[befree]

This guide should answer all your questions:

Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[SolomonKado]

Hope you find peace. It's hard to do CO here in apartments and don't want to risk a welfare check ordering SN, we maybe be moving to a house with a garage and is secretly the thing I'm looking forward to, garden for a "bbq" then off in the garage the coal goes. But tbf I have bikes I can probably leave them running, but is more suspicious with the noise.

Is there any way to provide 10,000 ppm or more in a super quick time? Sadistic mind perhaps, but I have been at recieving end of motorcycle theft and it's left its scar on my mental health. So I was thinking, if your vehicles are kept in a garage, wouldn't it be good to pump it full of CO and have theives all silently pass out, if they died I couldn't give a fuck, they'd go under the patio, who were gonna know they were there or admit to breaking and entering/burglary? .."My little Angel went to so & so's to rob it, can you please go check he's safe officer" ..

Unless your bikes were made in the 80's it wouldn't work. They'd all just get sick. With the constant lock down on emissions your exhaust wouldn't produce enough CO. Something about catalytic converters or something

 

[locked*n*loaded]

cooking 25-30 lbs of charcoal.

and feel I could get over 10,000 in a 44 cubic meter garage

May I ask how did you arrive at 25-30 lbs of charcoal will get you to over 10000 PPM in a 44 cu. meter garage? Also, you will have "leak points" all over the place - where the bottom plates of the walls meet the floor (concrete I assume), wall sheathing joints, etc. Are there soffit vents running front to back on both sides of the garage?

If you don't happen to get up to 10000 PPM, and CTB takes longer than the typical "minutes" associated with 10000 PPM concentration, do you have adequate time to wait for the lower level of CO to do its job without anyone intervening?

FWIW, I plan on using CO, too, and I plan, as of right now, to also use my garage, but I'm going to erect a small 3-man tent right inside my garage - smaller volume = easier to achieve high level of CO.

 

[SolomonKado]

This guide should answer all your questions:

Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

That was absolutely one of the ones I read. I hope my calculations are comparable since I don't have a room inside the house to do it in. I also don't have access to a CO meter. A tent would be okay, but camping season is in right now so too many people on every road, trail, and everywhere in between. Sealing up a sail boat on a lake would be nice though.

May I ask how did you arrive at 25-30 lbs of charcoal will get you to over 10000 PPM in a 44 cu. meter garage? Also, you will have "leak points" all over the place - where the bottom plates of the walls meet the floor (concrete I assume), wall sheathing joints, etc. Are there soffit vents running front to back on both sides of the garage?

If you don't happen to get up to 10000 PPM, and CTB takes longer than the typical "minutes" associated with 10000 PPM concentration, do you have adequate time to wait for the lower level of CO to do its job without anyone intervening?

FWIW, I plan on using CO, too, and I plan, as of right now, to also use my garage, but I'm going to erect a small 3-man tent right inside my garage - smaller volume = easier to achieve high level of CO.

It's a 14x11x10 foot room. I just used a cubic meter calculator.
The 10,000 ppm was because a post said to have atleast 135 per 1 cubic meter. I had to do some conversion to get the lbs for charcoal.
I guess I'm really trying to go for the noticeable leak points like window and doors since shelves and work bench block my path to bottom of drywall to the floor. Luckily it's all dry walled top to bottom, but bottom is concrete so I'm sure the bottom of the wall isn't completely sealed.
I really hope my conversions were right. If not please let me know. I bought 28 lbs just in case. I plan to burn it all and sit pretty close once it gets to its CO phase.

 

[The anhedonic one]

This weekend it's going to happen. I read through some very extensive posts on the forums about charcoal and feel I could get over 10,000 in a 44 cubic meter garage.

I have an old metal firepit and then I will put duck tape and plastic on any possible leak points. Then i will leave the garage door open about a foot with the backyard door open for 40-50 minutes cooking 25-30 lbs of charcoal.

After the desired "glow" from charcoal is complete I will cook a bratwurst on it.

I will seal the back door and garage. I'll start with an ant-acid, 200 mg Trazedone, 30 mg melatonin, 3 Excedrin, and eat the bratwurst. The bread should soak up anymore acid that should want to make problems in my stomach. Also, Just to be sure I will take 3 calcium carbonate tabs and wait for about 30 minutes from taking the trazedone to go into the garage and sit on my patio furniture and wait.

I feel absolutely nothing right now. Like my emotions all just shut off since being on extreme for so long. I don't want to chicken out because I know this world and it's continuous torture on people will be waiting if I do.

I have weathered every other fight for 42 years and this one got me. I'm just tired and have a lot of scars to show I was here. I made it this long and I'm okay with that. I also got a ton of good pictures while I was here!

If you see any issues with any of this please let me know. I'm completely open to criticism and just want "my time…." to be P&P…

Same here. Been through hell many times over, yet you finally reach a critical point where your mind just can't take any more and therefore shuts down certain emotional centres of the brain.

I feel dead on the inside and have done for quite some time now.
This mind death isn't going away, and I feel like a walking, talking corpse.

I'm sorry you are going through this and I hope you manage to escape this hellish existence once and for all.

 

[UKscotty]

That much coal may give off significantly more than required. 10,000 ppm is only 1% remember, that's not much.

 

[HouseofMortok]

Unless your bikes were made in the 80's it wouldn't work. They'd all just get sick. With the constant lock down on emissions your exhaust wouldn't produce enough CO. Something about catalytic converters or something

Awww, both mine are 90's, I know the 92 hasn't got a Cat, the 98 did have a Cat but no longer as it's had a full pipe replacement, some other emissions thing, PAIR valve which I've also removed for better performance.

Edit, I was more meaning, it'd be good if you could have a vat of coal that can be instantly heated to CO producing mode, then have a fan/duct pump this into garage in extreme amounts, whilst you watch the theives pass out on cctv

 

[SolomonKado]

That much coal may give off significantly more than required. 10,000 ppm is only 1% remember, that's not much.

Thank you I need the feedback! I want my end to go right.

 

[UKscotty]

Get a CO meter. I got a decent CO and an H2S one from Amazon for about £120 that have a good resolution.

 

[SolomonKado]

Same here. Been through hell many times over, yet you finally reach a critical point where your mind just can't take any more and therefore shuts down certain emotional centres of the brain.

I feel dead on the inside and have done for quite some time now.
This mind death isn't going away, and I feel like a walking, talking corpse.

I'm sorry you are going through this and I hope you manage to escape this hellish existence once and for all.

Thank you so much. I always wanted to win the big lottery, buy a large island, take everyone in pain and live there fishing/spearing off sail boats and cultivating land. Just to get away from all this.

 

[HouseofMortok]

Thank you so much. I always wanted to win the big lottery, buy a large island, take everyone in pain and live there fishing/spearing off sail boats and cultivating land. Just to get away from all this.

I've had similar thoughts to of how (not necessarily needing an island) have a safe gated supported and supportive community that can provide alot for itself, but ultimately it'll still be mixed in with capitalism, taxes, laws, control. If certain produce needs to be sourced from outside the community then that's out of our control and prices may be extortionate for sectioning ourselves off if that makes sense. It's a tricky one.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

A tent would be okay, but camping season is in right now so too many people on every road, trail, and everywhere in between.

Any reason you just couldn't set a tent up in your garage?

 

[SolomonKado]

I've had similar thoughts to of how (not necessarily needing an island) have a safe gated supported and supportive community that can provide alot for itself, but ultimately it'll still be mixed in with capitalism, taxes, laws, control. If certain produce needs to be sourced from outside the community then that's out of our control and prices may be extortionate for sectioning ourselves off if that makes sense. It's a tricky one.

Oh I mean we make everything and trade goods in our community. You need some clothes then go find the fibrin lady and trade her some of the fish you caught. Make up a set of rules like 10 commandments and designate elders. Only people who have the capacity to be real sincere and compassionate. You want to be a dick on that island then go take your luck with the "bad people." Completely cut off from civilization, but use the money to buy it, build it up to be defensible and sustainable, and get everything started. If anyone comes to our island then they better have been "chosen" because there is no welcome for outsiders. Sorry I have thought a lot about this. I don't like how the wrong people become in charge and ruin all kinds of government. There's supposed to be a lot of love in this world and it seems to be lacking.

Awww, both mine are 90's, I know the 92 hasn't got a Cat, the 98 did have a Cat but no longer as it's had a full pipe replacement, some other emissions thing, PAIR valve which I've also removed for better performance.

Edit, I was more meaning, it'd be good if you could have a vat of coal that can be instantly heated to CO producing mode, then have a fan/duct pump this into garage in extreme amounts, whilst you watch the theives pass out on cctv

Fuck yeah!

Any reason you just couldn't set a tent up in your garage?

That's actually a good idea.

This weekend it's going to happen. I read through some very extensive posts on the forums about charcoal and feel I could get over 10,000 in a 44 cubic meter garage.

I have an old metal firepit and then I will put duck tape and plastic on any possible leak points. Then i will leave the garage door open about a foot with the backyard door open for 40-50 minutes cooking 25-30 lbs of charcoal.

After the desired "glow" from charcoal is complete I will cook a bratwurst on it.

I will seal the back door and garage. I'll start with an ant-acid, 200 mg Trazedone, 30 mg melatonin, 3 Excedrin, and eat the bratwurst. The bread should soak up anymore acid that should want to make problems in my stomach. Also, Just to be sure I will take 3 calcium carbonate tabs and wait for about 30 minutes from taking the trazedone to go into the garage and sit on my patio furniture and wait.

I feel absolutely nothing right now. Like my emotions all just shut off since being on extreme for so long. I don't want to chicken out because I know this world and it's continuous torture on people will be waiting if I do.

I have weathered every other fight for 42 years and this one got me. I'm just tired and have a lot of scars to show I was here. I made it this long and I'm okay with that. I also got a ton of good pictures while I was here!

If you see any issues with any of this please let me know. I'm completely open to criticism and just want "my time…." to be P&P…

Now I'm getting worried it won't work.

My brain is in panic mode now and trying to think if I want to do it this weekend I need to find a co meter fast.

I have a wal mart and Home Depot and I have a hard time even leaving the house to go for a Walmart order pickup And going to Home Depot means being around people and having to put on a "fake happy" face. Also, if I run into someone I know I'll fucking lose it. Anyone that works at my ex-prison job will set off a panic attack and then feelings of being treated like dog shit by staff and supervisors sets in….also should I lay off eating anything for this trip or do I need food in my stomach?

 

[HouseofMortok]

For CO? I think you can eat and go about the days as normal unlike SN. With a tent I believe you put the coals in, close it up, then when you are ready, exhale or not, hold breath, get in, zip up. Start breathing, pass out. That's how I understand it. Being in the tent whilst it builds up will, person to person vary on how much SI/Panic, worry, regrets etc occurs.

It's how I imagine once you've poured SN, then thoughts appear over the next looming moments.

I saw a story in the media of a couple that brought their BBQs inside the tent, so they didn't get stolen and only 1 woke up with headaches and the other had died. I thought tents leaked air, not water, so didn't comprehend how it builds up, cause if a tent is air tight, then surely I'd use all oxygen and die from Co2 if i lived in a tent for say a week.. Think I've got some wrong information somewhere on how tents work lol

 

[90starve]

don't forget to post up a warning sign - to let people entering your home know there is toxic gas.

 

[SolomonKado]

Get a CO meter. I got a decent CO and an H2S one from Amazon for about £120 that have a good resolution.

Everytime I look it seems the meters only go to 999
Or 1000 ppm.

don't forget to post up a warning sign - to let people entering your home know there is toxic gas.

I have one on the entrance to the garage in the house already that says "go around to back yard garage door. Area contains carbon monoxide." I was thinking on putting one on the backyard garage door and front door also or is that too much? Thank you for saying though because if I forgot or didn't think of it then I needed the heads up. I would hate to get anyone hurt. Especially the way my family is acting they may make a surprise visit because of the way I'm acting and have been talking.

 

[90starve]

I was thinking on putting one on the backyard garage door and front door also or is that too much?

i don't know the layout of your house - but i would avoid putting signs anywhere that's visible to general passers by. it could attract too much attention, and somebody may interrupt your attempt.

will the garage be accessible from the street after you close and enter it? if so, signs inside the house, like the one you've already got, may be preferable, and not one on the front door - although, i would personally add more detail to your sign, just to minimise collateral: what room exactly is the CO in? how concentrated is the CO? mention they they should call emergency services rather than entering themselves.

but anyway, i hope everything goes smoothly for you! this is my method too (in a tent) <3

Get a CO meter. I got a decent CO and an H2S one from Amazon for about £120 that have a good resolution.

Everytime I look it seems the meters only go to 999
Or 1000 ppm.

a TPI 707 Carbon Monoxide Analyzer measures up to 10,000 (then thousand) ppm, but it's rather expensive.

https://www.tequipment.net/TPI707.asp?Source=googleshopping&gclid=EAIaIQobChMIxJWDrI_e_wIVDLrtCh0PcA7rEAQYByABEgLTBfD_BwE

 

[SolomonKado]

i don't know the layout of your house - but i would avoid putting signs anywhere that's visible to general passers by. it could attract too much attention, and somebody may interrupt your attempt.

will the garage be accessible from the street after you close and enter it? if so, signs inside the house, like the one you've already got, may be preferable, and not one on the front door - although, i would personally add more detail to your sign, just to minimise collateral: what room exactly is the CO in? how concentrated is the CO? mention they they should call emergency services rather than entering themselves.

but anyway, i hope everything goes smoothly for you! this is my method too (in a tent) <3



a TPI 707 Carbon Monoxide Analyzer measures up to 10,000 (then thousand) ppm, but it's rather expensive.

https://www.tequipment.net/TPI707.asp?Source=googleshopping&gclid=EAIaIQobChMIxJWDrI_e_wIVDLrtCh0PcA7rEAQYByABEgLTBfD_BwE

Luckily my back door to the garage is in my fenced back yard. I also live on a corner lot so no one will see it until they come in the backyard. I was getting so impatient and wanted it to be over with that I wasn't giving myself time to make sure I was fully prepared. I'll wait a few days and get that meter now. I appreciate everyone's help because without this community I would have just ended up with brain damage and a painful end.

 

[90starve]

Luckily my back door to the garage is in my fenced back yard. I also live on a corner lot so no one will see it until they come in the backyard. I was getting so impatient and wanted it to be over with that I wasn't giving myself time to make sure I was fully prepared. I'll wait a few days and get that meter now. I appreciate everyone's help because without this community I would have just ended up with brain damage and a painful end.

glad i could help - it's a tricky method, so i definitely want to conduct tests before attempting myself. defo not something to be rushed. best of luck with the meter :)

 

[Praestat_Mori]

There's sth else to be considered. CO is a little bit lighter than "air" not much but that makes a difference. so lying on the floor may be the worst position in a room with an avg height of 2m ++

 

[It'sMyLife]

I'm not sure you can tape around a garage door adequately due to the metal tracks although I know there are some kind of seals but generally they're fairly leaky contraptions I suspect. If it was me I'd buy some plastic sheeting and seal that over the entire garage door with good tape and then do a test run with the meter. Also plumbing and electrical coming through the wall could leak air. It sounds small for a garage though. Most are 18' -20' deep I think. My house doesn't have one or I'd be curious enough to go out and measure it. Good luck and I hope you're having a decent day today

 

[SolomonKado]

This weekend it's going to happen. I read through some very extensive posts on the forums about charcoal and feel I could get over 10,000 in a 44 cubic meter garage.

I have an old metal firepit and then I will put duck tape and plastic on any possible leak points. Then i will leave the garage door open about a foot with the backyard door open for 40-50 minutes cooking 25-30 lbs of charcoal.

After the desired "glow" from charcoal is complete I will cook a bratwurst on it.

I will seal the back door and garage. I'll start with an ant-acid, 200 mg Trazedone, 30 mg melatonin, 3 Excedrin, and eat the bratwurst. The bread should soak up anymore acid that should want to make problems in my stomach. Also, Just to be sure I will take 3 calcium carbonate tabs and wait for about 30 minutes from taking the trazedone to go into the garage and sit on my patio furniture and wait.

I feel absolutely nothing right now. Like my emotions all just shut off since being on extreme for so long. I don't want to chicken out because I know this world and it's continuous torture on people will be waiting if I do.

I have weathered every other fight for 42 years and this one got me. I'm just tired and have a lot of scars to show I was here. I made it this long and I'm okay with that. I also got a ton of good pictures while I was here!

If you see any issues with any of this please let me know. I'm completely open to criticism and just want "my time…." to be P&P…

I was also wondering if maybe a person could get a "Do Not Resuscitate" order and put it on the doors along with the "Warning Signs" so no one tries to come rush in or even interrupt why your doing. Would that be a good idea to help with any interruptions?

 

[befree]

Normally you should put a note on the outside of the door. But in this case I think the risk of being disturbed would be too high.
What you could do is hang a big note inside, preferably hanging from the ceiling, so that people see it immediately when they open the door.

 

[SolomonKado]

Normally you should put a note on the outside of the door. But in this case I think the risk of being disturbed would be too high.
What you could do is hang a big note inside, preferably hanging from the ceiling, so that people see it immediately when they open the door.

That's a good idea and a lot more noticeable then on the doors. Would a DNR still be a good idea though?

 

[befree]

That's a good idea and a lot more noticeable then on the doors. Would a DNR still be a good idea though?

That would make people suspicious and curious.

 

[SolomonKado]

That would make people suspicious and curious.

I mean to post on my "Person."