Venting I feel wrong

[chroniquinn]

I feel like I'm wrong. Not in the way that I feel like I'm wrong about something but more in the way that I am wrong.
Actually, I like myself, but I am wrong in this society. I often don't understand what's wrong with the things I say, people get irritated so fast, even though I just asked a a normal question, in a very friendly tone. For example, somebody asked me to set an alarm for 11:30 am, but it was already 11:50 am, so I asked them whether they really mean that time. They got so irritated and mad. I know, it's not a big thing, but these things happen so often. I just ask normal questions in a normal tone and people get mad at me. It really confuses me and after experiencing this for a very long time, I feel rejected by everyone and it hurts. It always happens, when I want to help other people and I'm so confused.
I just feel so wrong, it all happens way too often to be normal. When I try to communicate to understand the problem, I also get rejected.

 

[pauly369]

I feel this too.
Its like Im percieved as an alien or something when it comes to engaging with others.

 

[chroniquinn]

I feel this too.
Its like Im percieved as an alien or something when it comes to engaging with others.

Yes, this really describes it well.

 

[AlTheObviousAlien]

I feel like I'm wrong. Not in the way that I feel like I'm wrong about something but more in the way that I am wrong.
Actually, I like myself, but I am wrong in this society. I often don't understand what's wrong with the things I say, people get irritated so fast, even though I just asked a a normal question, in a very friendly tone. For example, somebody asked me to set an alarm for 11:30 am, but it was already 11:50 am, so I asked them whether they really mean that time. They got so irritated and mad. I know, it's not a big thing, but these things happen so often. I just ask normal questions in a normal tone and people get mad at me. It really confuses me and after experiencing this for a very long time, I feel rejected by everyone and it hurts. It always happens, when I want to help other people and I'm so confused.
I just feel so wrong, it all happens way too often to be normal. When I try to communicate to understand the problem, I also get rejected.

God this was so triggering i am the same way. Every time I ask a simple question, i get scolded. I remember being at work at I didn't know how much cheese was on a sandwich. I so I asked. But they didn't answer the question and started to do everything else and i was confused because my question still hasn't been answered and i am getting information i didn't know I would have to process. So i asked, "wait how much cheese" and she scolded me hard for so long i almost walked out that day. And deadass if i didnt see the customer at the drive thru waiting, i would have. Everything I do is wrong and I can't take it anymore. Everyone thinks I don't everything for attention and its like WHAT ATTENTION‽ Im in a room scared af to see people irl. But hey, it's because I'm not human. So maybe when the universe takes me, she'll bring me to a place I'd belong or deserve to suffer more in. (But hopefully not Earth. )

 

[chroniquinn]

God this was so triggering i am the same way. Every time I ask a simple question, i get scolded. I remember being at work at I didn't know how much cheese was on a sandwich. I so I asked. But they didn't answer the question and started to do everything else and i was confused because my question still hasn't been answered and i am getting information i didn't know I would have to process. So i asked, "wait how much cheese" and she scolded me hard for so long i almost walked out that day. And deadass if i didnt see the customer at the drive thru waiting, i would have. Everything I do is wrong and I can't take it anymore. Everyone thinks I don't everything for attention and its like WHAT ATTENTION‽ Im in a room scared af to see people irl. But hey, it's because I'm not human. So maybe when the universe takes me, she'll bring me to a place I'd belong or deserve to suffer more in. (But hopefully not Earth. )

RIGHT!! It's situations like this that frustrate me so much. I really ask myself what I did wrong. Some people tell me I behave very autistic, but I genuinely don't think it's this way, because my therapist would have noticed it. I feel like they always just use it as an excuse to not discuss why they really treat me like this.

 

[AlTheObviousAlien]

RIGHT!! It's situations like this that frustrate me so much. I really ask myself what I did wrong. Some people tell me I behave very autistic, but I genuinely don't think it's this way, because my therapist would have noticed it. I feel like they always just use it as an excuse to not discuss why they really treat me like this.

This!!! They always are telling me that "it's my attitude" but then when I ask to explain further it's an issue. I once literally got into an argument once because this one person kept trying to pretend to know how I feel. So when they asked hru, I avoided the question because anything other than what they wanted me to say was a debate. At one point they straight up ask why I avoided the question and I told them. I should them proof, i explained it was on the vc, i was dismissed. Im somehow toxic. When i asked how, no fucking answer. I literally just gave receipts, explained myself and I'm fucking toxic. But could they explain how!! No!! Of course fucking not!!! So then I said fuck it, I'll be toxic. Idc.