I feel useless and uninteresting

[Nirrend]

I feel deeply uninteresting and useless, I don't know if it's just a feeling but I deeply feel that I'm not appreciated, that nobody enjoys talking to me maybe even that I scare people away.

To be honest, sometimes I feel like that even here.

Maybe I'm doing things wrong, I don't know. In any case I feel condemned, I feel I have to exist with this punishment until I die.

I would really like to sympathise, to be surrounded by people who would love me for who I am and whom I could love too.

The time is long, the loneliness is heavy, the rejection is painful. Time passes and the good times are eroded with time, it's unbearable.
I deeply feel lonely.

Even when I tell myself that things can't get any worse, they still do.

I still spend my days thinking and I still don't know what to do. I was ready mentally but things got in the way.

So now the only thing I have to do is choose to live or ctb, because everything is ready, and I think that my method could work. The only problem now is this dilemma.

Everything can seem so complicated so quickly.

Love ❤

 

[universe]

This daily suffering, which weighs on our shoulders, to the point of creating a physical feeling of emptiness, pain in the chest, chills, anxiety, the feeling of being fragile, sick. To be nothing more than a doormat, useless, without any hope. So we just think, think, our brain never stops. We try to find a solution, an explanation but it's complete darkness.

I hope that you will one day be relieved of this suffering and that everything will be better for you, really. I send you all my prayers.

 

[FadeOut]

I feel deeply uninteresting and useless, I don't know if it's just a feeling but I deeply feel that I'm not appreciated, that nobody enjoys talking to me maybe even that I scare people away.

To be honest, sometimes I feel like that even here.

Maybe I'm doing things wrong, I don't know. In any case I feel condemned, I feel I have to exist with this punishment until I die.

I would really like to sympathise, to be surrounded by people who would love me for who I am and whom I could love too.

The time is long, the loneliness is heavy, the rejection is painful. Time passes and the good times are eroded with time, it's unbearable.
I deeply feel lonely.

Even when I tell myself that things can't get any worse, they still do.

I still spend my days thinking and I still don't know what to do. I was ready mentally but things got in the way.

So now the only thing I have to do is choose to live or ctb, because everything is ready, and I think that my method could work. The only problem now is this dilemma.

Everything can seem so complicated so quickly.

Love ❤

I'm so sorry that you feel this way, loneliness kills PM me if you ever feel like chatting with someone

 

[Butterfly Moon]

I am sorry you are suffering. I've seen your posts on a few threads and you seem like a supportive person. You deserve the same in return. You can PM me if you need someone to talk to.

 

[Nirrend]

Thank you, you three @Butterfly Moon @FadeOut @universe ❤❤❤

Your words are lovely ❤

Sending you love too ❤

 

[CTB Dream]

This human way deal wring full harm make feel unwanted. Remember this fault human not you, human want entertsin out no see inside suffer. Tell you truth feel same no wanted all say not want not talk ,see interact do what all trauma damage injury mental illnesses, human terrible. Sorry feel lonely all that

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing can certainly be very painful for many people, and it does seem that usually as time goes on life just get worse, causing us to suffer more. It can be very tiring being trapped with our own thoughts, with no real relief from what we go through, and of course it can be so dreadful how so much despair exists in this world, but after all it's an inevitable consequence of life. I wish you the best.

 

[Acerakis]

Most people are uninteresting. Look on any dating app, all anyone can muster to say is that they like watching tv shows and travelling. Like, yeah everyone likes tv and would travel if they could, thats not a personality.

 

[akirat9]

Most people are uninteresting. Look on any dating app, all anyone can muster to say is that they like watching tv shows and travelling. Like, yeah everyone likes tv and would travel if they could, thats not a personality.

you really think that's all they say
that's not a personality, that's an assumption

 

[madebrief]

I'm not very all that good with words but if I had to "retweet" everything you said, I would.

I am condemned. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. I'm in the same shoes as you, albeit the reasons behind it are all not the same.

The complications are dire. I can only hope whatever decision you take is the one that you can bear.

X

 

[Acerakis]

Hey if you can see some unique spark in the middle of it all, then good for you but all I have seen is an ocean of people describing the most mediocre aspects of life and expecting that to be enough for people to pick them.