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Astroboyfan1980

Member
Sep 15, 2025
13
This world is such a miserable place I can't live like this I won't I don't care how hard I have to search I want my ticket out of this world. I wish I was never born my birth was the cause of two irresponsible people giving birth to me causing me have to live a miserable life I hate this existence I hate every bit of it this world is going to shit it's getting more violent and hateful by the day and my home life was filled with toxicity and abuse I hate it all I want to die nothing is worth living at this point.
 
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LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
I hope you find a way to escape your prison. A big hug for you 🫂
 
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Astroboyfan1980

Member
Sep 15, 2025
13
I hope you find a way to escape your prison. A big hug for you 🫂
Thank you very much…death seems like my only escape and it's hard to unalive sadly but I just want to be gone life is just…awful..
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
914
I'm sorry you're in so much pain. I hope you bus comes soon̈🥰 You're not alone, I hate this life and world! I will be so happy when it's finally over!!
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,177
I really understand, I also feel so trapped in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, to me existence really is an abomination, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes suffering and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing, I always find it so painful to be trapped in this existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Astroboyfan1980

Member
Sep 15, 2025
13
I really understand, I also feel so trapped in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, to me existence really is an abomination, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes suffering and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing, I always find it so painful to be trapped in this existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
I hope you can find some peace as well…I feel this as you do life just feels like a long road to no where filled with pain it's hard not to feel miserable when you can't leave this world and have no say in even being born.
 
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58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
same this world is filled with disgusting, evil people, only God deserves to be happy
 
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attheend13

There is no such thing as love.
Oct 1, 2023
206
You are trapped in this life unless you opt out. It's a burden to live. Life is worthless. It took me a lifetime to realize that there is no way out. But I get it now. Hope didn't disappear it was an illusion. Life is for the rich the beautiful and the strong. Not me.
 
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