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Damian2102
Member
- Aug 1, 2021
- 14
I posted here on 1st August - two weeks ago. Nothing changed in my life. I had a date with short woman, I thought that she liked me, but after date I lost a contact with her so probably I wasn't a man of her dreams haha. Also I met some people and I hoped that they will become my friends, but after first meeting I lost contact with them as well. Still minimal wage job which makes me unable to save some money. Everyday I end my job, I return to empty house, empty space. That's very depressing. I feel that there are no perspectives to change something. For a few days I've been going along a rail track and waiting for a train to come, but each time it was closing, actually I wasn't able to wait for it and die. I don't know what to do. Don't want to die but also don't want to live... Two states at the same time, like Schrödinger's cat, lol...