I feel so tired

[ixkitty]

It's amazing. I can see the path of how to improve my life. I have ideas and plans and methods galore! I have goals to be a linguist and travel and see the world! I want a house with 4 cats and a decent yard on the outskirts of the city just so I can see the stars!

But it's behind this broken glass of scars... the weight of all the things I want to do... all the things I should do... all the things I can't do ... i know what I want to do .. I also know I can't reach it... I'm just as useless as they come... limitless potential... wasted away on someone like me

 

[Topacio]

Never any luck, always the same...

 

[ixkitty]

Never any luck, always the same...

Yes, and I'm so tired. Tired of trying for something I've never even wanted. And I keep trying because that's what I'm supposed to do.