Baron
Is there a meaning to anything?
- Jun 29, 2023
- 115
This is just my feelings rn written down. A bit of venting makes me feel lighter:
Today I cut my thighs. Most cuts were deep enough to let a bit of blood come out. It feels great. Today was so sad and depressing, even more than usual, but rn that's all gone, even if it's just for a moment. Nothing matters, I only feel the pain coming from my cuts, it's so calming so peaceful. It won't last though, eventually I won't feel it anymore, eventually I will return back to my sad depressed self. I wish I could experience this feeling I have rn for eternity. It's so comforting, so beautiful, I don't know how to accurately describe it. I just want to die.
Today I cut my thighs. Most cuts were deep enough to let a bit of blood come out. It feels great. Today was so sad and depressing, even more than usual, but rn that's all gone, even if it's just for a moment. Nothing matters, I only feel the pain coming from my cuts, it's so calming so peaceful. It won't last though, eventually I won't feel it anymore, eventually I will return back to my sad depressed self. I wish I could experience this feeling I have rn for eternity. It's so comforting, so beautiful, I don't know how to accurately describe it. I just want to die.
