I feel so done

[justfloating]

When I've been suicidal in the past I've never wanted to be okay, I got better but now I'm getting into a bad place again and I want to want to live but I don't think I can much longer. Everything just feels so empty and hopeless, I don't have anyone I can honestly talk to about things, and Im never gonna be happy like I once was.

I feel like I'm giving up on the idea that everything will be okay, I'm realising that this feeling I have isn't going anywhere. Everything is just ruined.

No-one wants me here so who am I living for.

 

[randomz]

You can always talk to us here for anything that is troubling you. We will understand. I know how you feel about the inability to be motivated to live. What I would suggest is finding a hobby that you enjoy that can spark up your joy of living again. That could be hard, but it's worth trying. Also you should try getting some professional help like a therapist and/or doctor. I hope everything turns out great for you!

 

[s1mplem3]

I feel you. Sometimes I have days when I don't think about death, my thoughts like: "Maybe tomorrow? Maybe there is a chance for me?", I want to believe in miracle, but I make my self illusion, I'm tired of dreaming.

 

[jonionl]

I feel the same as you! Talk to me if you ever want someone to talk to. Everything in my life is pointless and I can't see that ever changing. I feel like the most worthless person alive. I only have one friend, I don't talk to my family, and the only reason I live is for my cat; I can't leave him alone in his horrible world. Every day is so lonely and I always wish I could make a friend, but nobody ever wants to talk to me because I'm boring and shy. Nobody at work talks to me, and my boss doesn't want me there because he thinks I'm too mentally ill and won't be able to do my job. I keep telling the mental health teams that I just wish I had someone to talk to because it's so hard being on my own all the time, but they don't care/do anything.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I'm tired of living too. Everyday is the same. I cant deal with people.

 

[BlackPoppet]

I feel the same as you! Talk to me if you ever want someone to talk to. Everything in my life is pointless and I can't see that ever changing. I feel like the most worthless person alive. I only have one friend, I don't talk to my family, and the only reason I live is for my cat; I can't leave him alone in his horrible world. Every day is so lonely and I always wish I could make a friend, but nobody ever wants to talk to me because I'm boring and shy. Nobody at work talks to me, and my boss doesn't want me there because he thinks I'm too mentally ill and won't be able to do my job. I keep telling the mental health teams that I just wish I had someone to talk to because it's so hard being on my own all the time, but they don't care/do anything.

I'm here for you if you need a friendly ear.

When I've been suicidal in the past I've never wanted to be okay, I got better but now I'm getting into a bad place again and I want to want to live but I don't think I can much longer. Everything just feels so empty and hopeless, I don't have anyone I can honestly talk to about things, and Im never gonna be happy like I once was.

I feel like I'm giving up on the idea that everything will be okay, I'm realising that this feeling I have isn't going anywhere. Everything is just ruined.

No-one wants me here so who am I living for.

I'm here for you if you need a friendly ear.

 

[Pan]

I completely agree—-done and done in.