I feel like somebody is behind me

[Myton Python]

I know I said I wouldn't make another thread unless I survive but this is my last shot on ctb, no more delays or anything, I just texted 988 and after but of talking I told him I was going to disconnect he tried to call me multiple times and they said there worried, I feel like there behind me, I need to commit suicide in about an hour I'm gonna enjoys my final hour just relaxing and watching YouTube, but I feel like they called the police should I do it now or later because I'm really nervous

 

[hellispink]

Did you told them exactly what your plans were?

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally wouldn't really see it as being the best idea to be open about suicide plans if you wish to die as sadly we exist in this anti-suicide society where people refuse to accept the right to die. Of course deciding what to do is always up to the individual but I would personally see attempting any methods as being risky if there is a high chance of someone else interfering, doing such a thing could easily just lead to way more suffering.

 

[FindingHome]

Best to avoid these crisis lines.