I feel like killing myself would help me avoid people pressuring me

[Water-Lily]

I know I want to get my Masters degree. Hell, I know I need if I want to do something like counseling or therapy

But I honestly don't know what I want to do

Attempts in the lay of trying to do programs failed as I got overwhelmed with the process and gave up

Even now, I feel overwhelmed

It's been causing friction between me and my dad, who doesn't want me to settle for the job I have now and wants me to have a career so I can take care of myself when he can't anymore

Then other adults around me think I should just throw myself into a program ASAP

I feel like just applying for the Fall, failing, and then ending my life

It's like for my dad and everyone around me me taking my time and just working now isn't enough

Everyone wants to see me in something

It's not enough for them

Maybe they'd rather me be dead. Then it'll be enough

 

[love_peep]

that it will help you is true. I'm sorry you're going through this now, I hope you can handle it because ctb is the last option to reserve if nothing else can help you. Therefore, I advise you to listen to yourself, because ktb is a rather difficult choice, if you are confident in your decision that nothing else will save you, then you can do it, but I don't know your situation completely in any case, I hope you are strong and will cope with these tests, and you will not be a lazy rag like me. I wish you good luck with your plans for the future.

 

[Water-Lily]

I don't want to rush into getting my masters this fall, but if I do then maybe my dad and everyone will leave me alone….

 

[love_peep]

I don't want to rush into getting my masters this fall, but if I do then maybe my dad and everyone will leave me alone….

i think you should try