Venting I feel like it never stops

[starryxdreams]

I feel like the pain, never stops, no matter what I try, no matter how much therapy I go to, no matter how much I want to get better it's like I can't I just can't do it anymore. I'm tired of trying for something that I can't achieve. The meds are never working and I haven't slept in days. I just don't know what to do well, I do know what to do, but. I don't know what's holding me back.