worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
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Tonight I compressed the sides of my neck with the palm of my hands again just to experiment. I did feel my head expanding but it wasn't painful. Also felt weird and not in a bad way. Even when I let go I felt almost high or something.

I'm even more confident that I can use the NNM around the holidays when I buy my stuff with a gift card.
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
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Good luck!

Hope you find peace :)

I will miss ya and hope see you on the other side. I'm also gonna use the nightnight method after Christmas and my dad's birthday (Jan 7th).
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
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Good luck!

Hope you find peace :)

I will miss ya and hope see you on the other side. I'm also gonna use the nightnight method after Christmas and my dad's birthday (Jan 7th).
Thank you so much my friend. It's gonna hopefully be before New Years. I'll get the stuff some time in December when I get my gift card. I wish you all the best too.

Until liberation day comes I'll pass my time on SS.
 
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TiredHorse

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Nov 1, 2018
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Congratulations on finding your way out. I hope everything lines up well for you, and you find peace.
 
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Schopenhauer

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Oct 3, 2018
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I'm glad to see you found a suitable method. I hope you succeed!
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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I'm glad to see you found a suitable method. I hope you succeed!
Thank you. I never tried it out but I am willing to fight for my freedom.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
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Thank you. I never tried it out but I am willing to fight for my freedom.

I applaud you. That's our most sacred right, and it's always trampled by society.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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I applaud you. That's our most sacred right, and it's always trampled by society.
Thank you so much buddy. On liberation day, whenever that is, I will feel pain no more! I will be freed from the shackles of life. Emancipated from nature forever,
 
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Sickofit

Sickofit

Student
Nov 2, 2018
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Good luck man!
Hope you find peace in whatever you choose.
 
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Sayo

Sayo

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Aug 22, 2018
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I hope you can consistently find your sweet spot—did the expanding feeling intensify with pressure? (It could cause you to back out.) Either way, you are closer, and having a plan must give you a glimpse of the light at the end of the tunnel (the void). Congratulations!!
 
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worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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I hope you can consistently find your sweet spot—did the expanding feeling intensify with pressure? (It could cause you to back out.) Either way, you are closer, and having a plan must give you a glimpse of the light at the end of the tunnel (the void). Congratulations!!
Thank you so much. And yes it did. As soon as I put my hands there I felt my head "expanding". Feel sort of dizzy. It was a goofy feeling. Even when I released my hands I felt it for about 10 seconds. I defiantly have hope that this will work. I need to give it a chance.
 
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