I feel even more trapped now that i have had sn since 2023

[Unknown21]

I'm so trapped, it's getting so much worse and i still can't do it even though i have SN. I don't think SN is suitable for me anymore, i need something immediate. I tried it 2 months ago and went to hospital and it wasn't a nice/ good experience at all.

I should have done it since 2023 why the fuck i still here.... I'm so trapped. I can't live nor die, it's not fair at all.

Every day is another suffering from poverty and a lot other problems... I need a salvation, i thought suicide would be my salvation but it doesn't seem so... I can't do it no matter what, no matter how much worse my condition is.

 

[Persona3]

That's exactly why I find it hard to believe in God. I admire people who hold on to the concept of a higher power. Iwant to be enlightened by his warmth, but it I don't see it happening

 

[Unknown21]

That's exactly why I find it hard to believe in God. I admire people who hold on to the concept of a higher power. Iwant to be enlightened by his warmth, but it I don't see it happening

Same, i wish God was there too.

 

[Hefinator]

I don't think SN is suitable for me anymore, i need something immediate. I tried it 2 months

CO is quite immediate at very high levels.

 

[Persona3]

CO is quite immediate at very high levels.

What is that?

 

[Unsure and Useless]

What is that?

Carbon Monoxide, I believe