Venting I feel devoid of any emotion

[Suicidal Ideation]

I have been feeling bad the entire day today. I just can't distract myself anymore. Social media makes me sick, texting someone tires me out. I keep dissociating, feeling incredibly exhausted of existing. All I did today was think about all the things that went wrong in my life. I don't even wanna think about if life will get better anymore, i don't wanna hope, i just want to ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful and tiring what you are going through, I understand why you'd wish to be free from it all. But anyway best wishes.