I feel devastated

[Terrible_Life_99]

I just want to die. I hate it here on this world. I wanna end this nightmare. I feel so lonely which is no wonder considering the fact that i am now isolated for 2 damn years. I wonder how i even survived so long without anything. To be honest its also boredom i mean imagine you're 26 others in your age are working, earning money, living alone, going to party's, enjoy their life, maybe even married already and with children and then i see myself how i'm doing nothing and all this just because of horrible dumb mistakes by my family but even this mentioning how how they destroyed me etc won't change anything. The only thing that would solve all my problems is to hang myself and delete me. Then it's all over and i am free.

 

[SadSack]

I just want to die. I hate it here on this world. I wanna end this nightmare. I feel so lonely which is no wonder considering the fact that i am now isolated for 2 damn years. I wonder how i even survived so long without anything. To be honest its also boredom i mean imagine you're 26 others in your age are working, earning money, living alone, going to party's, enjoy their life, maybe even married already and with children and then i see myself how i'm doing nothing and all this just because of horrible dumb mistakes by my family but even this mentioning how how they destroyed me etc won't change anything. The only thing that would solve all my problems is to hang myself and delete me. Then it's all over and i am free.

I completely understand where you're coming from. I'm in a situation akin to captivity and I don't have the freedoms an adult person should have as their birth right so it's basically slow rotting, awaiting death.

I sincerely hope that things improve in your life though.

 

[Terrible_Life_99]

I completely understand where you're coming from. I'm in a situation akin to captivity and I don't have the freedoms an adult person should have as their birth right so it's basically slow rotting, awaiting death.

I sincerely hope that things improve in your life though.

I hate this, why do some people have such a bad luck in life? I will hang myself because living like this isn't worth I'm literally just surviving. I regret that I really tried as much as I could to build a good life with all the handicaps I have because at the end it was all worthless I failed and with 26 i'll die

 

[SadSack]

I hate this, why do some people have such a bad luck in life? I will hang myself because living like this isn't worth I'm literally just surviving. I regret that I really tried as much as I could to build a good life with all the handicaps I have because at the end it was all worthless I failed and with 26 i'll die

I don't know, to be honest. I've done my best to be a good person and tried my best to turn my life around but for whatever reason this is my fate. So I'll take it into my own hands because I'm through with it. No one should have to live like this.

Like you said it's merely surviving. If I can't live I don't want this life.