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Brayu

Student
Sep 14, 2021
192
I'm turning 24 today... I may be ungrateful but I didn't want that...

Feeling of emptiness... outside the falsehood of people
 
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cytokinestorm

cytokinestorm

Member
Apr 19, 2020
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I was 52 a few weeks ago. I still can't believe life is still going. It's like a sick joke.

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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,645
I do not like birthdays personally, I do not like a day that is supposed to celebrate an existence I do not want and did not ask for. More than anything I wish I was never born and my birthday is the day where all the suffering started. It is all very depressing. I'm sorry you are struggling, I wish you the best.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
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For what it's worth, happy birthday!

My 21st is coming up soon and im absolutely dreading it.
 
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TheBigGuiltHaver

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Dec 25, 2021
34
My 23rd is coming up on the 9th of March, I've very much hated aging the last few years seeing as how I'm just a NEET that does damn near nothing whatsoever, y'know, social pressure, I guess. Only thing I'm looking forward to is however much cash I'm gifted so I can buy some finishing supplies.
 
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S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
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Ehy Happy Birthday to you!<3<3<3:*:* i feel you...that emptiness is deeply painful...i know it very well,my birthday was 12 days ago,sending you an hug
 
mistvissione11e

mistvissione11e

Member
Jan 3, 2022
49
My parents believed that a birthday is just like any other day, no celebration, just a word of Happy Birthday… and a slice of cake. I could never ask for anything as a child for i would be shamed for it, so much so, that i am disinterested to this day.
 
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waitingforrest

Elementalist
Dec 27, 2021
842
For me, birthdays and holidays are just reminders that other people are enjoying their lives with friends and family. Reminders of a childhood and family I wish I had. (And also that I am still alive)

That might be why I am so grumpy on Christmas and such. Bah humbug!
 

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