I failed to hang myself, need help.

[Jupiter]

I have had several near death experiences and they were all the same. Everything would turn pitch black, I would slowly hear all sounds fading until there is complete silence, felt as carefree and happy as I have ever been in my life.... the weight I had been carrying for so long was lifted and I felt lighter. Some people say they see a white tunnel, and they are greeted by relatives/love ones that have past, or angel or etc.... I guess it depends on the individual and their beliefs. In the moments before my death, I did not want to be saved and accepted being thrown into the abyss of nothingness. It truly was utter bliss, but like everything good has to eventually come to an end I would reawaken and the darkness would be illuminated by a white light and I would take a deep breath and be forcefully brought back to this shit of existence. To me there was no pain nor suffering, you could compare it to sleeping except you feel an immense happiness and calmness.

That sounds nice. I wish I had an NDE before. Maybe it would be easier to let go. I truly believe that we are consciousness in a body having an earthly experience. After the body dies we go home.

Edit: Sorry Neberg, if I deviated from your problem.

 

[21Neberg]

Edit: Sorry Neberg, if I deviated from your problem

Don't worry about it.

 

[NoChoice]

That sounds nice. I wish I had an NDE before. Maybe it would be easier to let go. I truly believe that we are consciousness in a body having an earthly experience. After the body dies we go home.

Edit: Sorry Neberg, if I deviated from your problem.

Feels weird being the designated crazy-psychedelic-hippy-guy on this forum who finds a way to integrate psychedelics into every conversation and topic buuut: The experience of DMT would greatly support the idea you just stated, which is why I believe that same thing. When I take it, it's not like something foreign my body has to learn how to process, my body/mind was waiting for it and was very familiar with the molecule. The place it takes me is somewhere that feels much more like home than anything I've ever found in this crazy life, although it could only be described as another dimension; in this dimension every earthly, personality based or temporary pain or issue is completely dissolved and non existent, it's a liberation that can't be described in words. DMT is released from multiple organs in copious amounts when we die, one can only assume this is no coincedence.

 

[MeltingHeart]

See how it's properly done in this video, it's all about stopping the blood going to the brain until you lose conscience!

what time in clip is hanging bit?

My understanding is that when you feel that intense pressure in your head, its because your jugulars are being compressed not your carotids. The jugulars drain blood from your brain, so when compressed blood builds in your brain. The carotids feed blood to the brain, so the idea is to compress these and starve the brain of blood. Not sure how to achieve this correctly, but those are the mechanics.

yes this sounds correct- I think it is about finding the correct zones-carotids and then tighting swiftly-you cant hesitate and be too slow- before all the blood builds up