FoxSauce
Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
- Aug 23, 2024
- 1,285
This doesnt have to be replied to but if you wish to then I wont stop you.
To begin my mind is kinda scattered so apologies for the mess.
Theres a lot happenin in my mind like feels like a lot. Even if its stupid, i feel anxious then energized at the same time. Plus I feel like im alone on this. I keep spacing out out a lot more frequent. I feel happy yet anxoius for myself and my job.
My doctor says it might be a hypomanic, I wanna talk to people yet be alone?
I dont understand either I have been able to sleeepe beacuse of the sleeping meds (only Mirtazapine) does help me sleep.
Idk what to do this inside energy, idk if crying and laughing like the joker would help (ik hes not like that but near with me)
Ive been reaseaching bipolar II a lot like is the point is all i think about.
Ive read some symptoms and relate to some and Ik BPD is somewhat similar.
I feel like antetion seeker I dunno every symptom feel like is all in my head?
My doctor said that to stop taking my effexor for a week so this can simmer down. Yesterday I was pretty much irritated and the day before almost took alcohol beacuse of my anger my my sister poured doen the drain (it was a Fireball)
I just dont wanna be on another bad bad depressive episode again and ve back where I started.
I just want answers
Another thi g is my job im scared im gonna get fired, is the only job I have for now.I cant bear to lose by another persons scummy actions feels like the end of the world to be honest.
Idk what all this means, if I offe ded anyone im deeply sorry Im just tryint to be honestand not feel like a bob of mushed up worry.
To begin my mind is kinda scattered so apologies for the mess.
Theres a lot happenin in my mind like feels like a lot. Even if its stupid, i feel anxious then energized at the same time. Plus I feel like im alone on this. I keep spacing out out a lot more frequent. I feel happy yet anxoius for myself and my job.
My doctor says it might be a hypomanic, I wanna talk to people yet be alone?
I dont understand either I have been able to sleeepe beacuse of the sleeping meds (only Mirtazapine) does help me sleep.
Idk what to do this inside energy, idk if crying and laughing like the joker would help (ik hes not like that but near with me)
Ive been reaseaching bipolar II a lot like is the point is all i think about.
Ive read some symptoms and relate to some and Ik BPD is somewhat similar.
I feel like antetion seeker I dunno every symptom feel like is all in my head?
My doctor said that to stop taking my effexor for a week so this can simmer down. Yesterday I was pretty much irritated and the day before almost took alcohol beacuse of my anger my my sister poured doen the drain (it was a Fireball)
I just dont wanna be on another bad bad depressive episode again and ve back where I started.
I just want answers
Another thi g is my job im scared im gonna get fired, is the only job I have for now.I cant bear to lose by another persons scummy actions feels like the end of the world to be honest.
Idk what all this means, if I offe ded anyone im deeply sorry Im just tryint to be honestand not feel like a bob of mushed up worry.
