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wham311

Elementalist
Mar 1, 2025
869
Getting yelled at, breaking your body, failing, pressure, stress, anxiety of keeping your job, playing politics.

It's north of a decade cumulative over the course of your life.

I did not ask to be part of this it's completely soul crushing
 
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somewhatdeadly

Member
Jun 6, 2025
10
same being employed is not for me
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,917
Its really unfair we are forced into this world to do labor we might not like to live more comfortably than if we don't work. How most people don't see this as immoral I don't understand.
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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wham311

Elementalist
Mar 1, 2025
869
I cannot get over two people getting together and making someone have to do all this shit their entire life.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,250
Yeah, same. I actually worked hard to get a job I at least used to enjoy but for months on end, I work every day. Again, my choice mostly- to do the best job I can. I'm so full of resentment though. The worst is that my parents constantly moaned about their jobs. Even told me how much worse they had it so then- why dump that fate on me? Why think that's a reasonable thing to do? I just think it's preposterous too- that I'm paying to sustain a life I don't even want! What idiot pays for something for 50-60 years when they detest it? It's ludicrous and, ludicrous/ massively unfair to expect it.
 
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purplesky9

Experienced
Sep 21, 2024
256
Getting yelled at, breaking your body, failing, pressure, stress, anxiety of keeping your job, playing politics.

It's north of a decade cumulative over the course of your life.

I did not ask to be part of this it's completely soul crushing
 
bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,907
It's a big reason I'm against having children.if the parents are rich and can set their kids up with a nice trust fund so they don't have to work?then they should have kids 😁

Not otherwise.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Warlock
Mar 15, 2025
700
You need to somehow be a productive member of society, or else you're a parasite. Sorry to be so blunt, and by "productive" I don't mean earning money necessarily. Work sucks. So what.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
592
I dont understand what your going through to a T but yeah i know somewhat how you feel.

My bosses arent that demanding and the job itself its easy but moslty when i attend to customers in a bunch gets me stressed and I just get pissed worse if i feel mentally vulnerable. Ofc I cant be depressed there but still.

Even tho all that im greatful for that job and I try not to complain cuz theres other jobs more demanding more than where I am now.
 
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wham311

Elementalist
Mar 1, 2025
869
You need to somehow be a productive member of society, or else you're a parasite. Sorry to be so blunt, and by "productive" I don't mean earning money necessarily. Work sucks. So what.
Ya man I don't want to be part of this society, never did. Didnt ask to be.

I know that I am a parasite. Another reason I want to ctb and I can't. I'm perfectly fine with not watching any more movies or eating anybody else's food, whatever, if it meant I didn't have to be here.

I'm not fucking good at anything, I have no ambition, I dont like anything, I hate taking care of myself, all of it. I don't want any of it.
 
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mechanician

Major Tom
Aug 12, 2024
5
You need to somehow be a productive member of society, or else you're a parasite. Sorry to be so blunt, and by "productive" I don't mean earning money necessarily. Work sucks. So what.

Good. I reject that which I am forced to co-exist, and I will continue to drain it before I die.

If you want to check out some real parasites, though, look at the 1%, who continually reap the fruits of your labor. Blaming the poor & dependent won't save you.
 
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kitkat9234

Experienced
Nov 27, 2024
234
I know I'm lucky to have a job and that it pays decent but I hate it and I can barely afford my bills. It sucks that I've been working since I was 15 (41 years old now) and still probably have 30 more years to go. If I even make it to retirement. And for what? The thought of this makes me want to CTB even more. I can barely get through each day because of my mental illness and physical ailments. Wish someone would just put me out of my misery.
 
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bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,907
I dont understand what your going through to a T but yeah i know somewhat how you feel.

My bosses arent that demanding and the job itself its easy but moslty when i attend to customers in a bunch gets me stressed and I just get pissed worse if i feel mentally vulnerable. Ofc I cant be depressed there but still.

Even tho all that im greatful for that job and I try not to complain cuz theres other jobs more demanding more than where I am now.
Customer facing jobs are the worst. Lot of customers are very entitled. They feel like it's their right to make ridiculous demands. I've seen it so many times. They're not patient either.
 
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OvercastingClouds

OvercastingClouds

☆ ✧ The Lurker ✧☆
Jul 5, 2025
4
So real. Job market sucks rn, people also suck and don't want to deal with getting yelled at. Don't want to stress myself out for hours for a job that pays little. Don't want to work a trade that will make me more money but also risk health issues and back problems early.

I just want a quiet job, no dealing with people, won't break my back, nothing.

Being a farmer sounds nice. Just learning about how to plant things, cater to farm animals, not having to deal with many people. Or at least I'd be willing to help out on someone else's farm.

Sadly farmers have it rougher nowadays, especially with big corporations making it harder. The old age were farmer's were valued more, seems nice.

Sadly not realistic for me.
 
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wham311

Elementalist
Mar 1, 2025
869
Gig work was great. Paid well, no boss, talk to people as little or as much as you want, could load up on different jobs and create a whole day of work diversifying streams of income so if something fell off, others would be there.

But they all died at the same time.

Now it's been 12 years since I've had a real job and 7 years since my accounting degree, which is irrelevant now.
 
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digitalblackhole

digitalblackhole

Member
Jun 30, 2025
12
The only time I've ever actually enjoyed work was a few years ago working as a recruiter at a low traffic temp agency. Sat around all day playing games, watching tv and movies, I had a great view from my office and it was close enough to home that I could stop by and have lunch everyday. Every other job I've had has been absolutely miserable. Not to mention that having a job in today's economy is pointless since a single person's salary isn't enough to cover the cost of living. In the past 30 years worker productivity has skyrocketed yet wages have stagnated while inflation gets worse and worse. No thanks lmao

90000 hours
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

(O__O)==>(X__X)
Oct 12, 2024
246
Fuck work, work for what? for a life that I don't want? for who? for someone who doesn't care about me and for a society that gave 0 shits about me?

I never asked to be born into this shit world . I shouldn't comply just because someone loses the mental struggle with their biology and decides to fuck like rabbits.
 

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