I don't want to live, but I don't want to die either.

[lillmonix3]

I have been practicing self-harm for 4 years now. I don't want to live but I don't want to die either. You know the feeling that it would be better if I just stopped existing. I go to a psychiatrist and take antidepressants, but still nothing in this life works. I guess I'm just selfish.

 

[bankai]

I guess they have purgatory exactly for people like you.

 

[DivineSpark]

if I would have that firearm right now...right here....I would do it...I have suffered too much. Fuck this shit anyway.

 

[SecretDissociation]

I self-harm too. And I get that feeling. I do really wanna die but wouldn't it just be nice and easier if we could just phase out of existence. If I didn't have to think about death or life and could just sleep and forevermore be nothing in my mind. I've been to a psychiatrist and tried meds and nothing has worked (so far????). Even with support I too wish everything would just stop.

 

[GoSan1]

Welcome to the worst loophole ever. Worst part, only death, luck, or god can set you free.

Cruel, I know.

 

[Hollowman]

Limbo sucks, I've been in it for many years. Sorry you are too.