Venting I don't want to go alone.

[OutOfTime]

I'm not asking for anyone from Sasu to be there with me when I ctb (I still need to get my setup), I'm just venting that I wish someone I love could be there with me on my way out, holding my hand. Sasu is a great comfort but we are still strangers on the internet to each other, and I would want to go with someone I knew extremely well, so please dont take offense.

In many ways I have lived my life alone. I guess dying alone is fitting. I am so miserable and scared. I dont want to go alone.... I want to go peacefully while being loved, not crying and isolated.

 

[timechained]

There was a news article I read once of an elderly couple who CTB together on their couch using the exit bag method.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Dying - especially dying upon request (=CTB) - is a pretty lonesome process in reality and society unless you're a couple that really wants to CTB together. That really sucks.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm sorry to see you go. I don't think we have ever pmd but I have seen your posts.
I wish you didn't have to face this alone. I wish you the best and a peaceful journey.
May you find happiness in whatever comes next.

 

[OutOfTime]

I'm sorry to see you go. I don't think we have ever pmd but I have seen your posts.
I wish you didn't have to face this alone. I wish you the best and a peaceful journey.
May you find happiness in whatever comes next.

Thanks. My plan to CTB is very loose and probably wont happen soon, I realize I probably made it sound imminent. I intend to get the setup ready and when I feel like it's time, I'll go. Knowing I have the option will help me be less anxious in life.