I've had depression and other mental illnesses for several years now. I've only now come to the realization that I don't want to get better. I have no motivation or energy to try to improve myself and in the cases where I have short bursts of motivation and energy, it's very short lived. I also became so comfortable with depression as if it's a part of me and I wouldn't even know who I was if I was cured from it. I often use it as a crutch and sometimes it benefits me such as people caring about me, not having to do certain tasks, even avoiding social interactions.
WhatPowerIs
Paragon
- Jun 19, 2022
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If u dont want it's always your choice. By choice i dont mean change would be easy at all. Its really hard, if even possible.
But there's choice that u can try if u want.
When u've tried and after that got realization that u cant get better, that's crushing.
But there's choice that u can try if u want.
When u've tried and after that got realization that u cant get better, that's crushing.
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MatrixPrisoner
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