I don't want to die i want to have never existed

[notemil3]

I wish i never was born i wouldn't have known suffering i wouldn't have been through this shit and the worst part is that "normal" people want you to feel bad for wanting to kill yourself killing myself is the natural response to life and to the suffering that others bring to me and the suffering that i bring to them by existing and then dying it would have been so much better if i never existed fuck this world and fuck the people who act like they care about me i know no one cares about me except the random people on this forum who understand how i truly feel i hope we all get thanos snapped and stop existing

 

[Oreki]

A bit off topic, what really amazes me is that one of the reasons people want to have children can also be the very same reason someone might feel like giving up on life. But aside from that, I totally understand you I feel the same way

 

[tiltedcompass]

Sometimes I can't help but feel like we're in some alternate timeline that came to be when we were born. It's some sort of personalized hell for us, we're handed the worst cards in life by who knows who and we're forced to live in complete misery. And then people think it's unnatural for us to wish to stop existing...

 

[Lost.Empyrean]

I have similar feelings, I wish I could disappear off the face of the earth and never be found

 

[lawlietsph]

same, this is pure torture and i really don't get why we are forced to maintain this stupid life when we did not ask for it in the first place. what do you mean my parents decided to have me and now i have to suffer in this hell for 90+ years just to be able to feed myself and afford some basic shit like water. why do i have to experience physical pain, i did not choose this. how is it that if i want to die, i have to cause myself more pain, like wtf is this

i actually have to kill, i have to commit murder to end my life. i am forced to become a killer just to stop this suffering

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

If I could push a button and never have existed, I would. Having kids complicates that a little, but I think they'd be ok. Maybe they would be slightly different people than they are now, but ok, and certainly better off. This whole tiny boring side show of a life is such an embarrassment I'm glad everyone ignores it.

 

[badatparties]

I think the majority of people will be completely forgotten. After one or two generations, no one will visit your grave anymore, and it will probably be eventually recycled to make room for new graves. After 1,000 years, who's going to be like, hey this was my great X 10 grandfather.

Ashes to Ashes, dust to dust, all will be forgotten. There's a lot of comfort in that.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i wish i never had been born.

but since they forced me to be here in this nightmare hell , the only thing i can try to do is escape this prison hell

 

[Timeless]

I have similar feelings, I wish I could disappear off the face of the earth and never be found

Welcome to the club. Inmy case best wish would be to not even be born at all. Had saved my parents marriage.
At least to their logic, they decided to get 2nd child and that blew up in everyone's face.
For some people positive for others negative.
Simply put is this my answer I wish I was never born,
Yours sincerely Timeless