I don’t want to die I just want to sleep forever

[dietcokecan]

The thought of non-existence is so scary, not comforting. It terrifies me that I won't be able to experience anything anymore, even though I won't be suffering.

I love sleeping, I wouldn't mind being in a dreamlike state for the rest of eternity. The only thing I look forward to every day is going to bed. My dreams are better than real life. I just want to be in a sleepy limbo forever.

 

[MBG]

What do you do if the dream is a nightmare?

 

[dinosavr]

Dying is basically sleeping. Technically you begin to realize your dreams after waking up so if you were sleeping forever, you won't know you were dreaming anyway.

 

[JustA_LittlePerson]

Dying is basically sleeping. Technically you begin to realize your dreams after waking up so if you were sleeping forever, you won't know you were dreaming anyway.

Have you died already?

 

[agony1996]

The thought of non-existence is so scary, not comforting. It terrifies me that I won't be able to experience anything anymore, even though I won't be suffering.

I love sleeping, I wouldn't mind being in a dreamlike state for the rest of eternity. The only thing I look forward to every day is going to bed. My dreams are better than real life. I just want to be in a sleepy limbo forever.

I could've written this myself. I feel exactly the same. The act of dying really scares me.I constantly think of what is going to happen the instant i ctb.
I keep thinking about myself in a coffin and it freaks me out. You're not alone

 

[dietcokecan]

I could've written this myself. I feel exactly the same. The act of dying really scares me.I constantly think of what is going to happen the instant i ctb.
I keep thinking about myself in a coffin and it freaks me out. You're not alone

Yeah it is really weird thinking about what will happen to my body post death. I've seen decomposing bodies and knowing that I will eventually look like that is horrifying. And being buried forever really irks me

 

[thewalkingdread]

The thought of non-existence is so scary, not comforting. It terrifies me that I won't be able to experience anything anymore, even though I won't be suffering.

I relate to this a lot. It feels like a prison, where one's stuck between a rock and a hard place.

On the one hand, I am pretty sure I don't want to continue living this life game of senseless and wearysome suffering.

On the other, I am reluctant to let go of it, as If I were an "addict" filled with dread of withdrawal syndrome...

So, it's pretty much a hellish feeling, with no escape.

 

[dietcokecan]

I relate to this a lot. It feels like a prison, where one's stuck between a rock and a hard place.

On the one hand, I am pretty sure I don't want to continue living this life game of senseless and wearysome suffering.

On the other, I am reluctant to let go of it, as If I were an "addict" filled with dread of withdrawal syndrome...

So, it's pretty much a hellish feeling, with no escape.

I've been saying the same thing for the past three years, that I feel stuck between a rock and hard place. I know it's impossible to go on like this, but it pains me so much that ctb is my only option. I am too attached to my life and all of my experiences and I can't bear the thought of it all ending on such a sad note.

 

[dazed.daydreamer]

I relate to you a lot. I am happiest when I'm falling asleep and when I'm dreaming. I don't fear being dead in quite the same way, I'm anxious about suicide in itself and causing my family grief, but I don't want to continue living. I also wish I could just sleep forever