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cowgirlmagic

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May 27, 2026
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Honestly the thought made me want to CTB again. I'm going back to university again after dropping out a year and a half ago and I'm not sure how to feel about it. I was kind of excited when I got accepted (not that it was technically hard but the paperwork was exhausting) but the closer September is getting the more I'm starting to dread it… I'm already preparing myself to feeling out of place again and spending the time between classes alone. I'm not sure anymore if I'll be able to get my ADHD medication prescription on time and I'd really really hate to deal with that too, because then I'd be lonely and failing my classes. I just don't think I'll be able to handle this again. I honestly mostly applied to be able to get student finance from the government because I also really can't handle working to sustain myself, let alone full time.
 
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