I don't understand why someone is referring to suicide as the "easy way out", suicide really isn't straightforward in this world, there are many complications and risks involved in trying to leave, it isn't like suicidal people can easily just obtain Nembutal and peacefully fall into an eternal sleep. There just isn't any easy methods, they don't exist, even know I really wish that there was. Sadly we exist in such an anti-suicide society where suicide isn't accepted as a valid option, it's the unfortunate reality. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.