Venting i don't think i can make it through this year

[dangerstars]

there is no hope for me no matter how hard i try i think i need to just let it go. i have a concert in september i'm excited for and after that i'm probably gonna do it... i feel awful because i know my friends are going to be devastated but i really think this is my only option. besides, i've never lived anyway. i really wish i could have.

 

[SeonSeia]

I feel sad reading this, and I'm really sorry for you. I really hope things go well with you. I'm sorry life was never as nice as the stories.