august4you
planning to ctb asap
- Nov 22, 2023
- 30
I attempted a few months ago and even said farewell here. I reached out to a friend who talked me out of it but I don't think I was ever going to go through with it. I thought I was getting better but it was all fake. Nothing changed and I'm still the same person who wanted to end it all. SI is a real bitch to overcome. I think at this point I need someone to do it for me I'm going insane. My family plans on making some major life decisions that if I wait too long might fuck them up even worse. Idk what to do. I need to order a hit on myself or have someone stab me in the heart, soon. Any takers? lol
