I used to be afraid of death, the dark unknown that I wasn't connected to on any level, but now I've changed I believe I've taken control over my existence im not going to feel guilty that I want to kill myself- i never asked to be here and hopefully I'll just go back to where I was before I was born and maybe try again but I no longer see it as a dark place I realise this existence is terrible and I'm going to go on to whatever happens next like a journey it's going to happen eventually anyway so why delay
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,293
I do not see death as scary at all. It in fact brings me great comfort as to me it is freedom from this life. I believe we return to the same nothingness we were at before we were born. The thing I want the most is to fall into an eternal sleep and never experience anything again. Life is the scary thing for me instead as there is unlimited potential for suffering, there is no limit as to how bad life can get. I feel like many people overcome their fear of death when they suffer a lot in life.
Makko
Iä!
- Jan 17, 2021
- 2,430
Death is the only party where everyone is invited. We're going to have lots of fun.
Pluto
Cat Extremist
- Dec 27, 2020
- 5,051
The idea of death being scary is something we are brainwashed with from a young age. No doubt religions can make a lot of money if we are full of doubt and fear. And yet, the worst atrocities of humanity are directly caused by this same fear, and primal battles for survival at any cost. We have nothing to fear except fear itself.
EveningPrimrose
Member
- Aug 17, 2021
- 17
Not existing isn't strange. In fact, your coming into being is the real anomaly. A comically brief interruption of consciousness bookended by massive spans of unconsciousness. The universe is 13-14 Billion years old, and still has TRILLIONS to go before curtain call.
This is why I'm of the opinion that if one's life is truly irreversibly screwed, then it's not absurd to exercise your will to return to the cosmic sea sooner than your natural demise. Big picture, it doesn't matter the difference between living 100 years or a number less than that. They are both insignificant in the face of a trillion years.
Our innate biases and programming as living beings (SI) is what really keeps us going.
This is why I'm of the opinion that if one's life is truly irreversibly screwed, then it's not absurd to exercise your will to return to the cosmic sea sooner than your natural demise. Big picture, it doesn't matter the difference between living 100 years or a number less than that. They are both insignificant in the face of a trillion years.
Our innate biases and programming as living beings (SI) is what really keeps us going.
Actually thinking about dying is the only that gives me some kind of relief. Knowing that I will die someday.
nopointofliving
Warrior
- Apr 19, 2021
- 513
I like that you do my friend I'm getting close I've always respected people who kill themselves same situation that I would never bring children into this World When I was 15 I chatted to a girl next door she was a lovely it wa s flat roof neighbours she was good but I was shy I left and she said I'm not going to eat you the next week she killed herself because her father was terrible but all my life I can see her face when she said I'm not going to eat you
I feel the same way I surrendered and made peace I need to stop blaming myself for something out of my control and how others treated me and how I felt about myself. Yeah I hated my face and skin condition but I couldn't control it. Death will wipe me clean and Renew me this is the only solution at the point and back to source and maybe else. Idk but this mental torture and emotional he'll needs to end quickly for me I been strong it's time I do something best for me this will be what is best.
hanax.
SI sucks
- Oct 2, 2021
- 18
let's have loads of fun on the other side once i learn to handle my extreme anxiety of what is to happen next, peeps! would love to exit this world without regret, because yk, some things are just really not meant for you and i don't think there is any reason to stay somewhere you don't belong. (just joined SS today, this place feels like home.)
Im at the stage were I'm curious to what happens after, there's no fear anymore I see life as a process a journey (I'm getting deja view while I'm writing this?) that I'm going to end and see what happens next I do believe there's something after but I don't know what it is But I've always felt anyone who ctb are on a stronger Level next if there is such a thing Sometimes I feel the purpose of this existence IS to ctb
You're overtly lucky. I'm extremely anxious about dying. Can't make peace with the fact I gotta go.
Even though the world around me is on flames.
Dying seems much more fun than living. I've been suicidal since childhood so now I'm pretty much used to the thought and the whole ordeal of dying. I'm also kinda excited to see what's on the other side if there's any
