Venting I don’t know

[deadwinter]

im so lonely it physically hurts, i am paralyzed by emptiness, i constantly have a sense of impending doom and im so uneasy i feel like throwing up

i am so drained and most of the time i feel so cold and physically exhausted that i can't move, and all i can do is mindlessly stare at wtv is in front of me

i get this "cold" shaky feeling from the inside out even if im warm.. i start to shiver, my mind goes somewhere else and i can barely speak

i cant think right now but thank you to any1 who takes the time to read this

I love you

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible and tiring what you have to endure, it's true that there is no relief from suffering as long as one is trapped in the hell that is existing. But anyway I wish you the best.