ihugcactuses
junkie
- Jul 16, 2023
- 9
So i have a few methods to choose from but even after doing research i'm still not sure which one would be most quick and reliable because all methods have their flaws .
1 . Firearm/gun - My mom hides her gun in my closet under some clothes and i've never don't anything to test her loyalty so she won't suspect anything. but my only problem is i was doing some firearm ctb research and apparently you can shoot your self in the head and still live with loads of brain damage I'm sure .
2. Hanging - i did a test run on partial hanging about 3 days back not really any pain just uncomfortable and a lot of pressure
but i have a sturdy place to hang from . i don't however have a rope . i feel like if i buy a rope it looks..ctb-y so when i did that test run i used the string from my robe . again my problem with this method is you gotta get the rope placement on your neck correct or you'll just crush your windpipe and suffocate.
3. Overdose. - bottom of the list because it's a bottom of the barrel method but it's all i got rn . i got prescribed 200mg seroquel a little while ago and the pills always make me super loopy i can barely stand or walk straight when they kick in . even fainted once while standing after taking them . so i felt like that might be a good sign right ? i'll just go to sleep and not wake up (i hope) so i could take about 800mg - 900mg of these pills and lay down and hope for the best
1 . Firearm/gun - My mom hides her gun in my closet under some clothes and i've never don't anything to test her loyalty so she won't suspect anything. but my only problem is i was doing some firearm ctb research and apparently you can shoot your self in the head and still live with loads of brain damage I'm sure .
2. Hanging - i did a test run on partial hanging about 3 days back not really any pain just uncomfortable and a lot of pressure
but i have a sturdy place to hang from . i don't however have a rope . i feel like if i buy a rope it looks..ctb-y so when i did that test run i used the string from my robe . again my problem with this method is you gotta get the rope placement on your neck correct or you'll just crush your windpipe and suffocate.
3. Overdose. - bottom of the list because it's a bottom of the barrel method but it's all i got rn . i got prescribed 200mg seroquel a little while ago and the pills always make me super loopy i can barely stand or walk straight when they kick in . even fainted once while standing after taking them . so i felt like that might be a good sign right ? i'll just go to sleep and not wake up (i hope) so i could take about 800mg - 900mg of these pills and lay down and hope for the best